Starting To Realize (Prod. Knowledge)

As time passes me by I’m starting to realize That I don’t know wtf I’m doing with my life I sit here and I write Try to tell you what it’s like This world’s as cold as ice Idk if I’m alright As time passes me by I’m starting to realize That I don’t know wtf I’m doing with my life I do this day and night Sometimes it don’t feel right Can someone give me advice? Idk if I’m alright I don’t know if I’m alright (x3) I think I’m dying inside.. Where the fuck is my mind at? Can someone help me find that? I’m having a hard time writing songs and I don’t know where my rhymes at I thought that I had this mapped out maybe I made some bad plans Maybe I made all the wrong moves cause last year man I had fans I had videos and with these crazy flows, had all the props and congratulations Why do I keep on hesitating? Why do I keep procrastinating? Maybe I forgot who I am. OH! Maybe I forgot who I was. WHOA! Maybe the fact is I suck. DAMN! I mean look I still have no buzz. DAMN! Man I use to do this for the love. BUT? Now everything is bout business All you care about’s money and bitches I’m like what’s that got to do with this? Nobody gets it.. and no one admits it I just wanna make good music but nobody listens As time passes me by I’m starting to realize That I don’t know wtf I’m doing with my life I sit here and I write Try to tell you what it’s like This world’s as cold as ice Idk if I’m alright As time passes me by I’m starting to realize That I don’t know wtf I’m doing with my life I do this day and night Sometimes it don’t feel right Can someone give me advice? Idk if I’m alright Here we go again with this writer’s block Trying to put loose ends in the tightest knots Not too long ago I use to write a lot These days I’m feeling like I might just stop But I can’t stop I’m like a juggernaut and music was always there for me Hip hop has cancer we need an answer just call me the chemotherapy Working for remission while you waiting wishing listening to all these cancer rappers I’m not surprised they said hip hop died but if it ever does I’m a necromancer Sometimes I think that my beat suck! I’d be lying if I said they were good enough Sometimes I think that my verses suck! I play it back I’m like what the fuck Yet my plays they keep on going up and all this doubt has just got me tripping Everybody says that my songs are great I guess that makes me my worst critic Making beats I’m just trying to stay spitting man I just want to be legit My fanbase and my family they probably think I’m a lazy piece of shit I need to quit with this niche and get a full time job start living right But I can’t do that! Have you heard my raps? Ha! I already hate my life So say goodbye to the doubt shout out to the ones that didn't help me out They always love to talk shit and judge people that they know nothing about, wow As time passes me by I’m starting to realize That I don’t know wtf I’m doing with my life I sit here and I write Try to tell you what it’s like This world’s as cold as ice Idk if I’m alright As time passes me by I’m starting to realize That I don’t know wtf I’m doing with my life I do this day and night Sometimes it don’t feel right Can someone give me advice? Idk if I’m alright I don’t know if I’m alright (x3) I think I’m dying inside.. Yeah This is for all the artists out there When that doubt starts seeping in Believe in yourself Do it for yourself Yeah