Stop Begging For Crumbs #17

I cried in the first 10 seconds of this episode. SO MANY FEELS RN in the wake of this solar eclipse portal and shadow of this new moon in Pisces. I am cracked the fuck open, so wide it feels painful like a birthing, so beautiful it feels like a first deep breath after a lifetime of holding.This is what healing looks like. This is mycelium brain and integration at its messiest/finest. I got brave and journeyed into a painful memory. And it broke me open. It was terrifying, and I shook and cried and felt the waves of pain and fear. And you know what was on the other side of it?More truth.More compassion.More CAPACITY.More TRUST.More power. No more begging for crumbs. No more honoring programs and systems and ways of being that were never intended to nourish the blossoming of my highest expression. No more waiting to feel safe. This episode is about turning up the volume on your inner essence, that still small ever-present voice that will always point you towards your truth north, your people, your most fulfilling expression. This episode is about claiming the life you fucking WANT, not the one you’ve been programmed to settle for. They told you you couldn’t’ have your cake and eat it too, well BIATCHES there is ALWAYS always a third option: BAKE FUCKING TWO CAKES, baking fucking ten if your heart so desires! You can have your hearts deepest desires AND you can have them the way that you want them.Be the Rose and the thorns or be consumed by the world.  But know that by not choosing you ARE making a choice. Listen if you’re ready to stop begging for crumbs and start having your cake AND eating it too,We can do it! I wub you. <3 meResources:Northwest Vipassana CenterOffering courses in Vipassana Meditation as taught by S.N. Goenkain the tradition of Sayagyi U Ba Khinhttps://www.dhamma.org/en-US/schedules/schkunjaConnect with me! In the comments, socials or by email: [email protected] ✨Find me @JessieSirenMusic⚠️ Disclaimer This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision-making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.