take me back to/romanticize

edit: out now everywhere https://fanlink.to/romanticize i accidentally uploaded the rough first draft to streaming smhmdfgsdfdsfg so here's the actual final version of a song i liked and worked on for awhile hope you enjoy. lot more on the way i got so much shit new clothes out now and few on sale on: https://www.egomackey.com/ lyrics: going back, going back, tryn but i cant get on track and i cant go back, cant go back, when did it all go bad mistakes i made i retract, but i cant go back, cant go back all the darkness that i attract, all the evil too cant take it back, its stuck on me till i crack, just keep it goin cuz you cant go back when did it all go bad i cant keep track, and i cant go back take me back to 2016 take me back to 2014, when i was still jus sippin lean, before i got addicted to em oxiees, that was what cursed me prolly, useda think nothin could stop me, by 2019 after montreal i got raided, and they all started hatin, right when the pain hit, and i was withdrawin from it all no fix, yea i wish i cud change it, go back and rearaggange it, but thats just me being stuck ruminating, focus on the present before it starts fading ain no point tryna go back and be erasing id do whatever hurts, whatever works, always assuming the worst, because i know im cursed, cant even remember what happened first, was it the drugs or the hurt just an endless cycle guess im stuck with her 2009 i was a kid n got scripted ritalin, few years later i was bringin fent in 2010 start tradin em for pills n weed, jus 2 make me at ease 2013 i was jus learnin how to sell weed then by 15 i was sellin lean n beans then it was all order the freight in, unload the weight then, its time to get me my payments never did that gross shit they said, prolly still be spreadin lies when im dead cant care im focused on the bread, still thinkin bout lost friends.. going back, going back,\ tryn but i cant get on track and i cant go back, cant go back, when did it all go bad mistakes i made i retract, but i cant go back, cant go back all the darkness that i attract, all the evil too cant take it back, its stuck on me till i crack, just keep it goin cuz you cant go back when did it all go bad i cant keep track and i cant go back..