Hey, what's up? How you doing? This is DC the comedian back at y'all with another episode So I actually want to talk about something that's been kind of like it's bugged me Something I kind of forgot to mention and like, you know my previous episode or seasons Pretty much about like relationships like for example, there's a stage I'm not even sure what to call it, but there's a stage that we we go through like when things are good and You know, you're just reminiscing about your partner like yeah, I do miss her You know, I do miss him or you know, I do love her and I know she loves me But then like you start reminiscing on that conversation that y'all had to get over that hurdle You know, I mean like for example You know, I had a situation where if you listen to my previous episodes like I was going through, you know, something where I was dealing with space with my My lady for the simple fact that you know, she Wasn't heard, you know her emotions and her mindset about things because it was like She didn't want us to be good and then I started messing up again doing what I was doing on social media And you know, like I said, there's moments where I'm like I'm tempted and I'm like, you know, I could do this I could do this you know I'm pushing myself because I see the ending result and I see I've seen where it got me So, you know, for me It was one of those stages like when we weren't talking and you know When we finally got to like sit down and talk about it and you know, it wasn't an emotional thing where it was like us pointing fingers It was actually like a great conversation, but then you know, I started thinking about stuff to where it's like, you know She was telling me for example that You know when I was coming I was becoming dismissive in the conversation as far as like, you know telling her yeah, okay It's all good though. I'm gonna be good and you know, she told me like oh, so what are you gonna do?
You're gonna go out there and fuck somebody else So that fucked with me a lot because it was like damn like you don't have no faith in me But I understand why she didn't have faith in me I understand that I was doing what I was doing wrong But then you know, like I said, I didn't do anything You know, I was focused on bettering myself You know, I kept praying and just listening to God and you know, listening to you know, what my heart wanted But then you know, there was something that she said that kind of like, you know, fuck me up because then it got me thinking to myself Like, you know, even with all the time that I've dated, you know, her like or I've been with her like the thought of hearing her say that I would have thought never came out her mouth You know what I'm saying? Like the fact that she was like, oh, you know, I could have did me but I didn't so it was just like damn You know the thought of you know, you finally fixing yourself and then knowing like your partner could be could do something that you probably Wouldn't even know about it like a year or two later, you know, I'm saying So it's just like the thought of it Fucks with me because it's like for her to tell me that it's like damn like even during the time of crisis I was still loyal and you know, and then for you to tell me that is like, you know, it kind of makes me as a man It made me a little uneasy because then it just made me feel like damn like she probably still has that thought like what? I mean, not probably but it's like what if what if she has that thought still? What if she has that thought like fuck it?
Let me just get it out the way. See, you know, just get get the thrill going like I'm not saying she's done it I'm just saying like what if she still has that thought like what if she still has that mind said like, you know, yeah, I love him But you know, he needs to learn and you know fucking let me get my you know, my rocks knock off Which I doubt will happen because you know, I've put it into a place I put us into a spot where Now it's all about winning But then like, you know, I'm trying to get certain signs like, you know, I feel good about things I feel good about things mentally emotionally financially somewhat and then it's like, you know, I see her going through some stuff in Tribulation, so then I'm just thinking to myself like why is bad things happening to her? You know what I mean? So now I'm just thinking to myself like What's going on like what's causing her to to do this?
You know, like what's causing this to happen? What's causing that to happen? So now like I said, it's all about just staying out of our heads, you know, it could just be a case of obstacle that God is trying to You know, teach her and show her but then it's like it starts going back to things like I was in the same boat when I was fucking up So then it's like I'm not saying that she did anything, but then it's just like What's making you know, what's what's making her stuck? I mean, I'm doing my job as a man to make sure she eats to make sure she gets the work, you know To make sure she do what she got to do, but then it's like, you know, it's just certain bad things that's happening So now I'm just thinking to myself like What is it like what's causing this is it is it God's lesson or is it like karma?
So it's like it's hard to distinguish now. Like I said, I'm I'm not trying to read it too deep I'm just giving you a prime example. I'm not saying this is what she's going through But I'm saying like this is a prime example like how the mind can just like wander and wander and wander You know, we sit here and I could you know, I could sit here and assume like all these bad things are happening Maybe she did something bad that I don't know about God is teaching her but he's trying to tell me something You get where I'm coming from so it's like it's certain things that I'm trying not to let fumble out out of the bag because it could be far more Worse or it could be the situation But I feel like I said I was a firm believer that if you know if I think positive positive things will happen So, you know, all I'm saying is just like pray on it Think you know thinking a positive manner, you know, always support your partner and just do the best you can talk to them, you know, connect with them But you guys stay up. I'm gonna keep posting this my This is actually gonna be on my fourth season But y'all stay tuned.
This is DC the comedian back at y'all with another episode