Teenage Suicide

Made in 2006: Age 17/18. It's a teenage suicide, cold teen rage, do or die, Cocaine brain, front page, pain bonafide, Sex scent, baggy jeans, watch him bleed, pools of blood, lest forget every dream, cause a lot was not enough, ((voices)) Judas influenced a slice on Jesus wrists in a move as cruel as the life you'll never live, Now, god cannot forgive, it's as twisted as your spine, a stupid kid, losing it, give him back his mind, Paint ya last moments, thoughts faint and out of focus, Pressure to no measure, wrist opens, so hopeless, Soul is sold, the body goes cold, nobodies gon' know, no breath, story left untold, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, I feel so alone, god I wanna come home, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, Please take my soul, my bodies gone cold, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, I feel so alone, man I wanna come home, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, Please take my soul, god my bodies gone cold. Paranoia sets in, hypnotical head spins, They're all watching you, thought ya knew, Destined to lose it, fall apart, tired of pickin up peices, jesus, this is fucked, keepin all of it a secret, Gravity burns em up, turn to drugs, turn to blood, turn to thugs, turn it up! when ya down ya seem so stuck, Closed up, who's gonna save you when ya situations fatal, fate cruel, so depraved, from the cradel to the grave, It's a maze, I'm amazed that we got this far, realer problems not forgotten, cotton taped on the scars, Vodka on the teenage brain, ease the pain, who's to blame? All these claims, feelin drained by these cold steel chains, No change, it doesn't matter, page tattered, lost the test, soul refused, no subterfuge, while maggots eat ya flesh, shallowest breaths, deaths creepin, seepin into ya brain, breathe it in, carve it out, it's over now, so deranged, I feel so alone, FUCK I wanna come home, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, Please take my soul, my bodies gone cold, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, I feel so alone, god I wanna come home, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, Please take my soul, shit my bodies gone cold. But on some of that realer shit, I'm really feelin this, yes, it's personally to me, a thing I feel I'm dealin with, I'm far too proud for suicide, far too stubborn to go quite, souls so tired, I ride, feelin stressed, beggin for death, but who the fucks goin next? Let me push in line, define, livin crazy and maybe with luck I'll die before my time, Somethings yellin in my head, basically tellin me if I'm dead the pain will cease to spread, asleep, If I'm deceased, it ends... Will I find my peace then? Just a slit with this knife, truth be told I'm doomed and cold and so fuckin sick of this life, Livin to fail, heaven or hell, man god will never forgive, give the devil my sins, fuck! anythings better than this, but I feel like a lost kid, dizzy watchin these walls spin, on four limbs, throwin up, cuttin my raw skin, Man I feel so alone, God I wanna go home, please... god I wanna go home. It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, I feel so alone, god I wanna come home, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, Please take my soul, my bodies gone cold, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, I feel so alone, god I wanna come home, It's Teenage Suicide, I feel like it's do or die, Please take my soul I've gone numb n cold.