thank you, horrible 20200928

Berlin Germany 03:32am 2020-09-29 The 6th sabbatical for this year is over. It was planned to be a week of rest and recovering it turned out to be not relaxing at all. I made myself available when one of my rules when in sabbatical is to be unavailable. Then, also some heated discussions in the theater group. After I had kicked out one participant because of being uncooperative, another one left because of the insulting behavior of another person that is still part of our theater group. It’s like soap opera. If the project wasn’t so important to me, I would laugh out loud. On Monday (yesterday), after my sabbatical, I worked for my pro bono client - longer than I had planned but I really wanted to deliver something valuable and I believe I did. Still, the conversation in the theater group is still in my bones, it affected me negatively. Memento mori