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EPISODE · Sep 11, 2025 · 1H 18M

The 4 Walls I Built Around Love

from Cheeks Between the Sheets · host AshCheeks

⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains sensitive discussions about childhood sexual exploration, abortion, grief/loss, suicide, and domestic violence. Please listen with care.In this raw and unfiltered episode of Cheeks Between the Sheets, I open up about the four biggest walls that have kept me from finding love and true intimacy. From my earliest memories of childhood sexual exploration, to carrying the guilt of an abortion, to the weight of debt, grief, and loss- I share the truths I’ve avoided for years and how I’m finally starting to break them down.🌹 The Naked Truth (10:57)- how my earliest memories of sexuality shaped my comfort with nudity and left me believing my body was my only offering.💸 The Price Tag (29:21)- how debt and financial shame made me feel unworthy of being chosen.💔 The Lost Blessing (44:16)- my abortion story, the guilt I’ve carried for a decade, and how it shaped my beliefs about what I deserve.🕊️ The Ghost in the Room (63:40)- the grief and guilt of losing Bebe, and how it’s closed me off from connection.This episode is about vulnerability, healing, and redefining what intimacy and love can look like when shame no longer has power.

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