I Turn the fucking face they are right there. No turn the fans they are you tripped out How the fuck you gonna do a fart noise after I do it Damn so I see y'all know if y'all really paying attention We are most half old dollars now Artuses sense for y'all since what's happening y'all? Well, you know what if it's down what's up niggas You need to get a life shit Shit out of your life is giving us two cents while we give our 10 cents or whatever I don't even want to sit. You know you're gonna be good Please just hold down.
Oh, you know, I'd even make a dollar crack rock Might off the tip Stop just president. So anyways, you want to talk about what we've been doing what we've been up. Oh, I know You don't care if the fans all love we don't even know all alone. Well, can you turn that one towards you?
I Mean I just wanted to be able to hear me man Oh Okay I Rings Well, that's you and that round other people That's the dishes called fish on the grill shit Oh Okay Listen Oh Everybody have it like a problem with it. You don't know and she like whatever This shit means nothing everybody don't realize it when they want to be up ready to wake up not at you Man stop come on. We doing this podcast. That's what we all right now Okay But did you all feel me?
Feel the breeze well that one can turn up to the ceiling. Did you know that was it called the winter crisp? Okay Was no peppermint I mean your favorite me to the ceiling spread all around smoke every time I speak you just being a person It's a look anyway, I've been doing what I've been doing. I'm saying as far as the shit I got going you know And you always want to sit up here and disclose yes I'm actually not me Okay people play too fucking much You won't even all doing other shit after I notice you do see that's what the fuck see that's why I'll be telling you don't be with the shit You don't be with the shit and I know you're different No People Need to respect they Everybody else but I can't you why you can't get the ball when they roll it short to Do I don't know how to kick baby bouncing I don't get paid for the game But then everybody always got the cool dude over there serving him up with they want I want big back Who knew this little bit from the fucking didn't have a leg like You know like Sebastian Janet Kowski Thousand yard kicking out this fucking he did was just get it one of the fucking cakes That's not real shit You know She told you Monday just to play For you to do is hang off of this tree right here and then look over at me Slap this bitch upside her head that walks by Tell her what it's about jump off and disappear So this me But it's not impossible oh you hear hear hear hear hear hear hear hear First I have why I didn't have that damn I love him We even got to go far into a point before somebody jumps straight on it, and you know I mean I pride myself on that type of shit.
You feel me like you know? Yeah, I did I normally like to give the aftermath of I did I never been a So this is what's gonna happen tonight y'all Never been a I'm gonna tell everybody how this shit is about to be on So you're making a storyboard Yeah They get better Yes, I do people know you for filming no people somebody know you for a bit always no one knows me and if they do Wow, okay, well, you guys sounds lucky Anyway, I'll fuck around I'll play it out the storyboard right, but then you feel me is like you know You what to do you do my vision of you Vision of you So when you see me what I'm thinking you see that ain't what you see you see something else what I project You see and you say I just be sitting here like this like Be there It's just like sushi I don't gotta be we don't know it's actually you yes me You're like Okay, so let's talk about some magic that you've made with Bones Okay, okay Everybody like was Okay Repetition is key repetition is a different thing, you know Yeah I've seen you take wishes. Yes. Oh, no, that's you Exactly.
Oh, you gotta have angle. That's talking your cinema talk for a while. I'll say it has to deal with you Shout out to just you know They teach you in the mother the industry got several you got different angles of your face Do you just stand like this all day? No, you turn your head left you turn your right?
You look up you look at 30 degree angle or something put your neck and head over your shoulder. This all kinds of stuff You can say this is very I work magic right I brought magic to the top of the screen. Well, I mean alright for those pictures, right? That's still you know, okay those are stills, but I'll show you my old videos I'll show you my old video and what I was doing what I had in my ability to do Well, look I say as much the newer ones you made are like but of course never Technology as well I'm saying to you I You got any gold that's what's called letting it go You're losing you have no hold on it.
You're losing it. This is the no You said it was like Right Yeah Anyway, something beat me is if I got Like I was just that stupid did not think I couldn't stop the freight train, right? That's gonna take a lot of liquor a lot of drugs or something to make me feel like I can do that so I wouldn't do that I ain't stupid So um basically I'm hard to work with or something. Oh fuck hard work with is not Even a good Because it's only a two-person crew No For me Yes, or you either excellent Right, I'm right in the middle, but if you think someone's potential is above satisfactory you get disappointed I Okay, okay, maybe if somebody wasn't telling me I don't even want these podcast to be published because how am I supposed to get somebody to work with me when they see me No, it's okay No, because if you don't tell me truth when I get out there they gonna whisper it to somebody else and then it's just gonna go around Nobody's ever gonna tell me about it.
I can take my criticism on the chin real talk You know and if you don't like my look didn't that's just on you, you know, I'm saying my look is gonna be my look God gave him my look. You know, they told me you do so. I Know I'm just saying as far as how the societal Congregation gets together to discuss stupid ass shit like that I'll tell about that like I'm not on that part But as far as you say am I okay that if when somebody does something and I have Say you're what you're saying is I'm having higher expectations of somebody and if I don't see it there I'm disappointed. No, it's not that what it is a person.
I wasn't what I was the way you said Yeah, you put you talk about you know, you said that's how I'm making you feel no When you work with me like all she's disappointed cuz she thought I was Thinking I'm thinking like she's why don't you want me to think? Like you're like that's why I keep getting mixed up cuz one minute But you want me to get out what I'm saying either oh I'm saying You know, I see a lot of Potential and then I see you know like you turn into a tornado Yeah, fly off red. No like while you're working and when you're working you feel me you take on this this other thing and It ain't hurt. You know her.
We know who her It's not her it's not her it's not her it's something different It's like like so Like no, it makes you be like someone else is still in this bitch or is we cool right? Talking about talking about your My heart my heart is here when you get to the hall perfection You get to there is just like so we don't say yeah Yeah Her likes to bust it up and fuck you up Yeah, but there's like she then it was like she is like No, no, no, no, no I'm just happy to be doing this shit. I'm looking for stuff people Oh I dream big see that's what he wanted to do He wanted to dumb damn my imagination and my imagination ain't little mind that imagination is big you feel me anybody That's a real dream chaser really feel me, you know I'm saying like my dreams is big like my dreams Like you know how your head you feel like no, I can do that now I Understandicated If y'all got a villain that wants to Dreams That's why you're talking to me like this they say I can't even say what they say if I say what they say they don't try to get me And I don't even do whatever I can call it cover. Huh?
I'm not trying to take down your motherfucker dream. They said when you wish up on a star May smell different who you are To you Disney that's what they said it's why I believed No, see you that's what I said so you don't like that I have imagination you're like how like like I said Oh, excuse me. That's what you said to fuck about me before I walked about here Let me have a drink you know now. No, you said I have no imagination.
I said you want me to take Imagination I said I still need that rental for Really So obviously the rental foreign is what I like to use just to really bother him because he feels like I guess I'm over In Bellish in like the star quality and myself to him or something when I know I'm a star like I know I'm a star Because the universe knows I'm a star like the universe is telling me this like it's not just me This is like the universe and then talking to me and telling me that dream that I've been having sent and that little girl I mean a little girl. I really wanted it. You know, I don't get it for you know I'm saying so you might you know, it's great right with that I don't even do you like it. I did everything you want to do when I was out there every day you wanted me to do okay I did it did I know did I know you were very hard to work with really every shot was your shot that should have nothing to do with Me and y'all can hear it that can take the court.
I give him shit less I can come from that or her shit even over you, but yeah, no those were her shots What it was my shots and angles how you wanted it? I was just second fiddle so fucking iPhone, but that's cool First of all, huh? That's cool. That's cool.
That's cool. That's like me. You from me jumping young motherfucking studio jumping You know, I think I'd be like, okay Yeah, I like it everything that was in the booth But hold on and I went out a little as many recorders and do the same shit with that in your face In your face and be like this is what I prefer, but that's cool. Like I said all that shit is cool It's cool, you know shit what you need that for?
You already got the better footage, right? That's the rap video to the rap song. Well, you got the better footage. I got all of you.
The shit did it was awesome I at least held the iPhone no, you did it the tree did. Oh, well, I'm talking about on other shoes I actually held the iPhone. Yeah I would like my credit What's that called? And I ain't the one with the camera camera No, no, I don't direct I don't direct you direct you direct you direct you know what?
No, we don't do it. I don't do this. Oh, okay. It's all your side.
That was everything How you wanted it to look? Yeah, but ain't you also talk to the director about how you visualize it and then they plus to bring it to life? I'm not the director You're the cinema dude. How's the camera man?
That's it okay. Yeah, because you only you were just the camera member because you only had those cameras But you would have been this you would have been a camera man a year if you would have brought that other one I brought you didn't want to bring he didn't want to bring me to fuck. Hey, so I was like well I try to get the best book a I get and we all see it y'all see you to now talk on go see Don't see why and he took pictures too. He took pictures and everything and then when everything that's on there Most of us know That's all mine now.
Okay, so forget it. It's all that was on me. So everything y'all see right now That was on me everything after this podcast gonna be all hand And then y'all can tell me if it's a difference in what I want him Well, you know I said tell me whatever cuz I know he want to feel me in his eyes and his vision and I keep doing it in my vision Who I feel like I am so Every shot you want to take you go ahead I would take it we don't take it we don't take it No, no cuz that's a fear. Oh you be a dude you had his expected y'all be looking for stunt doubles Oh What's up, man?
Arguing about this video shoot that I was supposed to be doing Because you know my fucking want you to be the director nigga, but they want what they want, right? How am I supposed to emulate that shit? Don't say they all right here So it's for 20 that's my alarm. Oh, hey you got something for me.
All right good. Look it Damn, you know what these are fun with something to deal with man. All right, there we go. No, but Hey, you talk to that Maybe a little bit was but not where you guys about you know whatever other than all right well I got it.
It's like you about to get fired and we arguing. We argue this is a whole I'll come into an understanding This is a whole argument because you feel me like Like put it to his way. This was just my company doing something for your company I didn't know you I could just be through with like so whatever it is also what yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, right and then not care about I'm just telling you you feel me that there's you know, there's a there's a level of I don't know you wasn't getting your shots. I haven't gotten a good shot for me for anything.
I thought about it For years, yes, but I was just like maybe you know me that shit that you're thinking about Inflammity what she's thinking about well if you could explain to me what you see and what you try what you want to do Let me hear about it. You don't want to do that. You just want to go out there and just start filming like What are you trying to get me to do like that's how this place is small enough to like it's right? You don't need to explain to me like what I'm been I've been in a small place Before that we're all actually okay.
What's your vision for me? That's what I'm asking explain your vision for me Is it talking about putting together a video for the songs you to make? Okay, when do you want to make okay? We can make a song for the video these okay?
I mean that's how the album dr. Adrian okay, but you know what you're very good. You're already already You don't even got the footage of the first music video Where I said where's the footage you ain't got the final track right? That's got to be bullshit.
That's got to be bullshit. My father's a stick in here, bro. Your father's a stick My trip is over. He didn't even so see this one time.
I mean, you know Artists boy, I say what you visualize me so I can get understanding All this fuck I visualize you with a Pepper Oh, you know anything anything that I could visualize for you bitch. It ain't about the sale My age ain't buying that type of shit so there it goes Somebody that's buying some shit. I mean like even if I had if I just happened to run across a nigga that knew how to rap right If I ran across a nigga that knew how to rap you feel me and I care less more he can't be younger But if he was 30 to 40s or whatever they can rap right and he looked young enough to play the part That's how they need to put on some tight-ass skinny James Supreme shirt If I'm going to win right if I'm going to win right oh If I want to win he got to wear that shit that everybody else fucking with so that's what you see me in no What do you see me as what do you see you in? I don't even I I thought about it right and I want no and then there's no But what have you saw this that you're saying no to because I'm saying like I'm looking at everybody between age ranges And shit right and I'm like this and I like you know is that it's that bullshit Well if I can throw you 20 inches you feel me?
making sure you got something ears and like you said and What else oh you feel me the body sculpt of you feel like you put too much money into something? You can make anything out of somebody when it's like you like what do I see you as I'm like I see you as a business doing music and I don't know I just it's like I don't you feel me like you know like You talk about performing it shit. I don't see you dancing across the stage, right? You're feeling me, but yeah, you'll do it, but I just don't see you.
Hey, like alright you talked about how I see you I don't see you as the I don't see you as the visual person period like I like so She wants to be think she just want to be saying you feel you're making music and having you're writing down lyrics and shit You don't know who might put this song out, right? But that song was written by you you feel me the beats posed by you, but Maybe there's somebody you know they all do that shit. Maybe there's somebody that'll make this better right I mean better as a fucking song not you feel me like Listen to for real the other day. I don't listen in here and after I'm listening to him I'm like wait, so just make it a make all these other songs right But he wasn't on all he did was made to beat and made a song and I still think that didn't even got hit for blurred lines, right?
I Think they hear him from blur lines because he had with his face I If you had a niggas thing that I think they probably might not have sued him Okay, so I should do videos without me in them I said I should do videos without me in them. Oh, I'm saying like You've got a strong presence. Okay What do you mean? It's really hardcore It's like you feel me like you know, well, you're about to rock rough and stuff what you have for close So you say I'm down I said you're a graphic that we just I'm not filming enough.
No wait, hold on now. You might want Like you win booty shows and everything See this is why we can't have these conversations because you don't even know what a fuck you going with it I'm trying to get the answer about how you're good You visualize me is like doing some old just like get a little shit or something like I don't know what you're saying Like a female doctor driving if you ask me See like you're like a figure out I'd write There would be no reason for him to be in another day shit You're filming when he did it kind of didn't look right. You're like what he did So that's cool, and I feel like that's how you're doing this shit like You're about to come out here You feel me like yeah Can I talk about I can't talk about the project, but I'm just Right, but what I'm saying is how you're coming out on the project is like Well, right. That's that ain't new.
I mean, all right. Maybe it ain't new for Right, but no, that's new Like now Right, okay, like okay, right See that but it's like you feel me. You're gonna be able to keep that up You feel me because You know music isn't exactly It's got other Rails to it. I list all the shit just sitting there thinking it was okay.
So you know You can put the uh I'm just saying it ain't making a new genre if you ask me So huh song dude Which is me? You heard me. I just fucking said it. I said so you like making a new genre And that's what it feels like I'm going to you like trying to make a new genre.
I'm trying to make a new genre I am a new genre I'm saying you're making a new genre You know Because I'm like a female dr. Gray I'm roughing stuff. You're making you're making you're making your shit on your own, right? So it's like oh You got that part and that's like But you don't see me performing on stage or nothing like that You just see me being a good writer come pause or audio engineer music I'm not saying I don't see you doing that I'm saying like I'm saying like you're uh, you know, right You feel me is like It's like All right, no, no, no, no, it's like if I'm if I'm a nigga listening to your music and hearing your music I don't want to see you dance across the stage Right, right.
You don't want to see me dance across the stage No, I'm saying if I was a nigga I didn't even I'm listening to your music. You know, we're not talking about me being with you I'm saying listening to your music What I heard from you wouldn't I'd rather you be in a hoodie It's hard. I'm just saying but I'm talking on those days I'm just saying, you know, I'm just saying you know on stage. I want to see you dancing across the stage or nothing You know, I want to see my eighth finger choreography No, I don't I feel so carly like Yeah, all right, well, you know what?
Okay You're saying I'm not focused on what I think or what I feel like You asked me how do I? You would just want to see me like to the side of the stage in a hoodie I guess I'd like to see you coming out with You know, I didn't artist do the things like a conductor And then maybe you know art if you did do something on your own is like Right Everything I'm doing to show I'm a music producer. Okay, so let's get there up there So yes, I do want to be a music producer. That's where I'm in I want to be a known music producer because I'm already a music producer because I have a BA in music production Okay, so I am a music producer That's what I do do but if I decide someone to make my own music, I can still do it because Because I am a music You make me do that shit in public No, you explained.
I mean what you were saying and don't be acting like you Like I'm not living in a house of fire Yeah, that's it So anyway, like I was saying as far as my music production should go then I'm going to keep saying it this way Because I'm a fire motherfucker cracker for this shit. So yes, I want to be a music producer I see myself as a music producer Now since I told you I would like to be on stage and shit is well, that's just something I would like to do That was just something I would like to do. I would like to do it. I would like to know how it feels I would like to do that but it's not what I'm aiming for Thirdly I get there.
I understand that because it's no different than what I've always heard about my own self growing up already as an individual without having the talent showing So that don't bother me what you're telling me is I'm being myself in nobody else. That's a lot here So with that being said, I know for a fact right now I'm doing something right because I take the compliment female dr. Dre and i take the compliment roughly stuff with my afro's post Cause I focus with the west coast just like that. I'm a west coast bitch All right straight up.
I'm from the motherfucker west life Vegas neighborhood motherfucker Which are all Vegas don't make you west coast Yes, sir. Yes, sir I'm still in a west coast period just because you closer to the ocean they'll make you more west coast than me I mean shit. You got a few more maldin shit colognes in between me too, but take you all off and who's cost his next? Who taught you that?
That's what they say on the You're a pinger country You like that word it's hard. I did go to college. You didn't go college right. I went to university I got my connollege and got my dream music from those You got a bunch of my dreams.
I got a full education behind it I think they're full education straight up. I speak study bonyc So you're gonna like fuck all that shit, you know what I'm saying, but I said but I did okay But I guess what it is you want to film videos just for my music. You don't want to film videos of me trying to perform I Guess that's what you need to stop being embarrassed to be You gotta get that shit off You gotta let me do me when you see me do me You can't worry about your I guess what my son is in shape right now, of course you don't want to see me dance and do all that So first of all you already know I can't dance. I don't have a twerk in me I don't have a booty shake so I wasn't even gonna do all that I didn't even know about it I didn't get all that Let me say this let me say this let me throw this out there Let me throw this little tibbit on me My grandmother won first first place first place even second place for her drill teams When she was her dream when she had her dream so I can do drill teams though I can't do I know I could do a calligraphy and I could get with that shit if I wanted to But I was in the drill team when look this one made me leave the drill team Listen, this one made me leave the drill team when I got into drill team This will happen listen because it goes along with what you just said when I was in the drill team I got in the drill team and I was doing it and it was only tough But you know why it was only tough and guess who said it first the dude the drummer said she too stiff I never went back to the drill team again because the niggas said I was there So that's why I didn't stand the drill team Why do you tell all these people that story?
Because you talk about you don't want to see me dancing and sing across the stage is because I'm stiff I didn't see that but it comes from that it comes from that No, I know because I heard all four I did the video for who will be there who doesn't that? And he did take off No, he didn't take off Okay Take off with some 8 count shit No, but I was just saying he learned how to do it and it still sucked but still you did it I could do the cha cha and it still steps, so what? Don't tell me I could do the fucking chicken as well We tell these people about you Can you pass the Robocom? The Robocom, I'm the average pass in the man's seat He's called the West Post?
The man said you was too stiff The drummers, I was the child, you don't understand I was the kid I know you're the team I wasn't a teenager I wasn't even in my teenage year I was not at night ten or eleven Okay, so they just said about everybody else? That was already in the drill team I was new We practiced this I can't see it, I said this was bad I mean, he is what it is saying what you gotta say because if you don't say it to me, would they say it to me? I didn't say that shit to you And that's how you wanted to eat it Okay, if you don't want to word it that way because you don't understand like a harsh nigga That's pretty much what the fuck you just said I didn't just You're cool with me being a music producer so what we should do is me just walk around Chilling some of my songs and introducing my songs not me trying to showcase myself as an artist Which I'm not doing, I'm so case of myself as a music producer Writer, composer, mix engineer, master engineer If you're gonna be in another bitch and dance, you feel me? I'll go be me I'll go be me You got to be me And I'll be be me And they go, and they go Oh you said I was all busy And they're partying, I got them dancing and none of that So, because you don't see me dancing I shouldn't I got two legs, why can't I dance?
I got two of them too and I can't dance Well, you can try to die today when you can't tell my studio door was gone And stand up and dance And then you go there Hold on this little bouncing dance that you like to do I don't tell you to stop dancing It's a dance that the bitch said it's up It's just a little dance you do, it's a little jig You know what I'm saying? Okay, so you told me how you been to a lot I said I said I saw it And now I got a post dance because it doesn't take up, you know, all the time You take up all the time Can I take up all the time? I just talked to the last 10 minutes It makes me look like I'm just against Joe up I didn't say he was against it and you feel that I think you foresee your projecting And that's what you can't do, you can't project I can't predict Someone tell me something about this Someone says how I feel about this You know, it's just like, I mean, you know, shit This is why I don't get that close to people in the first one I mean, because all right, I can't fight But if people were based off just how you see them Then what would this really be? No, but if I express money shit, you feel what I mean?
What happened? You expressed it? What happened? What happened when you expressed it?
You just said it? And we summed it up I summed it up, I heard you still trying to explain it I'll see y'all in another year, I'll probably be in Hawaii by then Okay, it actually go anyway We coming right back to the motherfucker podcast On part motherfucking too That's exactly what that is Now I'm gonna stop on press stop I'm gonna load it up and then we gonna start again So come back to the next one Because this obviously some good shit right here You know what I'm saying? Because all I'm doing is putting my face out there for now My artistry will come up and when he gets a degree or some type of job And artists develop match And artists develop man because I'm doing all of this alone And when we get some money for artists development Then maybe we can get me together because I'm not shy on our basketball I'm ready to go, I'm ready to work and I'm with the shit You know what I'm saying? I'm all right It's all a little artistry You know what I'm saying?
I'm all being totally concerned But I