The Birth of Gracie and Molly

Remembering the birth of Gracie and Molly has brought up raw emotion within me. I envisioned this white picket fence life: 2 kids, a loving husband, and a big house in a good neighborhood. That is not how life turned out in the slightest. Dealing with the grief of what I don't have anymore, and what I'll never get to experience is something I process everyday.    Key Takeaways:    [6:06] Winning a championship race and getting Coach of the Year Award [10:35] The birth of Gracie  [20:17] I couldn't keep being pregnant with Molly a secret  [25:02] The birth of Molly [33:27] Gracie felt ignored when Molly was born  [34:49] Continuing to coach full time after Molly was born [35:57] Forgetting my breast pump and my day almost ending in disaster  [39:01] Gracie and Molly nursed really well  [40:24] I thought I would have this white picket fence life forever  [43:09] Memories of Molly as a baby  [46:18] Repeating old patterns of behavior when life is quiet  [50:14] RB Productions of Rent was beautiful  [53:02] Being able to give joy to someone else  Resources:   RB Productions Connect with Barb:   Website   Facebook    Instagram   YouTube   The Molly B Foundation