The Christmas Darkness That Haunted Me for 40 Years

from A Course in Miracles · host Jennifer Hadley

Jennifer Hadley reveals why Christmas triggered a mysterious darkness for 40 years—and what finally changed last winter. Speaking from her Maine home, she uncovers the connection between a traumatic 1985 event and decades of seasonal suffering, plus the overlooked Chapter 31 teaching that transformed everything. Discover the radical reinterpretation of "responsibility" that breaks any pattern and why she now feels the opposite as winter deepens. Essential listening for holiday healing. To learn more about ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠A Course in Miracles⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ please visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Powerofloveministry.net⁠⁠⁠⁠. For the transcript of this episode and more please visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠LivingACourseinMiracles.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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