We got it now. What are you doing? Man, don't conversations with vibrina. I'm going to add that in here.
You make sure you do that every time. So it's been a while since we last did a podcast. Many conversations have went unrequoted. Say hi.
Come on, stop fronting. Say hi. Hey, friend, let's see what up. You all remember, right.
You know, he don't want to do the podcast. So you know how we do it. We just turn it on. I turn it on when we turn it on.
She's turned on what she won't do. Yeah, but he only act like he want to do it when I'm about to leave the room. And anyone who want to do the podcast. I'll make it in a circumstance.
We wanted to let you all know. Well, every time I say we, I mean, I, so we wanted to let you all know. She wanted to let you know. That we were OK.
We still here. They already know that shit. I hope you all liked them last few recordings. You know, we got some new people come.
We got people from different countries showing up to listen to this podcast. And we need to give them people. Y'all then gave us $2.08. They're trying to get back to order.
We really are more than that. Well, we really appreciate the $2.08 for those who listen long enough. But we have some valuable information on that. I know some of the shit was just a little wow from here and here, whatever.
You know, it's random. That's what we do. We ain't feeling we don't got I got the shit. But we just know you.
Yeah. Anyways, we just don't use the phone because it's easier just to sit right here instead of trying to pretend like we want to sit on a fucking desk with a microphone in our face. That's only special occasions. These don't be them occasions.
What's the last thing I was actually kicking in? That's not true. Yeah, well, they can't. They will kick in if we gave them more random conversations.
They're getting a, they're getting a good deal. Yeah, they get them what they need pretty much from us. I mean, you can put us to the left of everybody else because we're definitely not doing anything that the rest of you are fucking doing. Yeah, y'all stuck me out there still traveling and fucking acting like a pandemic ain't around a shit trying to call people's sheeps and shit because they want to be alive.
I didn't know you motherfuckers was that socially dependent. Let's say that. I didn't know you needed friends and shit that much. Like I actually thought you motherfucker had higher self esteem than that.
Like shit, I can do good all by myself. I can kick in all by myself. Y'all lying like a motherfucker. Shit, I'll be the real deal.
You'd rather not know you rather not stop lying. You better be out there in your streets being a local celebrity or representing something that means nothing. Representing something that's a figment. I get fucking imagination really.
You know that type shit. What else they do with that's fucked up killing each other? Robbing each other punching each other because you don't like somebody disagreeing with you. Y'all can't y'all only know how to take good compliments.
Y'all only like people that agree with y'all fucking drones. You know, you're just sitting back not giving a fuck about anybody else. You know you want to give a fuck but it's hard for you too. You know, you scared to tap into that side of your brain that I have you doing something.
You know for the sake of your good well being but I'm starting to think that honestly y'all just really don't love yourself. So like you know, you know, you need other people to validate and like you and love you and shit. So you really don't love yourself so that's the problem. You know.
I was kind of like, right, what is you on it? It's like the time it takes you to be a part of some stupid shit. You can use the saying fuck it and it's you to be a part of something that will help yourself. Or somebody else but mostly self.
But yeah, so like how much do you care about yourself? Like seriously, like I was in for real shit. Do you give a fuck about yourself? Fuck that the world get wiped out you only motherfucker left.
Yeah, so it's a far legend right? I'm saying. Hey, it's just like I'm not even like disappointed. I'm more surprised because where I thought you motherfuckers gave a fuck at least.
I mean, I know y'all shot like a pandemic has never happened while you were born, but we do know in the past that there have been viruses and shit and outbreaks and shit that has happened to people HIV. You came back and they still fuck it and they still fight y'all fucking on COVID like no fucks give it but folks are being given because you motherfuckers is calculating body. Magic is still alive and he was the first nigga athlete they said had the shit. Right?
He's got HIV. That dude is still kicking the happy and all the rest of that shit. Right? Yes he is.
Right? Well, seems like it wasn't that bad. I mean, I think that's how people look at everything in their life. It ain't that bad.
It ain't that bad. Yeah, I got an STD. It ain't that bad. Yeah, I got cell for baby daddy's but it ain't that bad.
I mean, nigga's been had to cure anything that happens especially with they did. But it's not it. Well, let's let's get back to individual. They talk each other more than they do.
Pretty much. But let's get back to individually speaking. Why do motherfuckers degrade themselves and take themselves through shit that they don't got a motherfucking deal with? No matter what's the stipulation of the shit.
There's no such thing they want. Exactly. That's my point. They don't want no change.
They like ain't no somewhere ain't over the rainbow and ain't no tomorrow. The sun ain't coming out. Wait, like oh shit. I like to find hoes but I caught a bad disease.
No, no, no, I don't cure it from it. I'm gonna cut it out. No, no, no. No, you can tell you to do it more.
You're right. Like motherfuckers like to be a victim of their own circumstances. But you doing it to yourself. You abusing youth.
And for them it's not even abuse. It's fine. It's fine. Can I see that cord?
The cord? Why you destroy something young and bitch is alive. Or young and bitch is alive. Or anybody's alive.
Well, here we go. Because you know. Be unattached to me. This ain't no different than the niggas.
No. You owe me. Oh, I got money. Hey, I'm a fuck yo' live lover.
Go check it out. Mm hmm. And then you're way out. Shh.
Okay. Okay. No, yeah, y'all be knowing but that naive shit is driving on that shit, thriving on being naive and shit like that shit is okay. And I think like you don't know what something is but you know what something is because you ask that bad feeling in you but you don't pretend for other people like you feel like it's okay.
And guess what? You not feel for that shit. You should let somebody else take your place. Well, you suck like that.
Like you can't make a at least a half-cock decision for yourself. Like proper decision for yourself. You know what I mean? You know what I mean?
I just don't understand why you know motherfuckers be afraid to use their brains or pass it just being inside of their skull. Yeah. Yeah, you have a brain but you have with it. You know what I'm saying?
Even if they have with shit. I know I'm being nice. You being very cordial. Did you just be cordial?
No, because there's some people that I rise you all the way out with your tongue and ass. And then at the end of it be like, oh, that wasn't that. That wasn't that. That wasn't that.
I got it. You know what? You got it. You know what I mean?
I mean, you feel that. You feel that. And sometimes these people around looking at you like giving you hints. And you just sit in the air.
I was like you don't know the deal or the issue. No, no, no. They sit in the air. They sit in the air.
They look at you. You ain't a real hog. You need to find something else you're doing. And sometimes these people around looking at you like giving you hints and you just sitting there acting like you don't know The deal of the issue no no no they said no care looking at you like you ain't a real hug you can find something else you do it But the fish feeling like Yeah, so you have to suck the sweaty balls of construction work We just got off work for a minute before he saw you right Especially after Kevin's pissed off because you didn't make no money last night So now he gonna take you to the crime.
You don't even get to get done to eat No, you know, I laugh at that shit when it comes to that because they got certain levels of the shit Certain bitches and they can wouldn't even think about putting somewhere right but all of a sudden When things get down to the money Oh this nigga didn't put you a tent city talking about we need that money Mm-hmm Yeah Yeah, and still thought that be a still a pandemic around But I'm just saying it's called But up shit right no You know, I never did understand pimps like that or Because they call themselves you feel me being a foreign actually the first off you not gonna bitch up Right and then you toss her to the woods as well Mm-hmm. You're voting because you're all in God. No, nigga. What is you doing?
You ain't even got fucking What's this shit on the side freeway sign? I can't believe you're trying to do nothing to make no money But I can't believe these niggas feel filled joy over A bitch that a violin gift like some shit or something. You need them shoes Yeah She tried to base your your feet cover Payback shoes for whatever Biscuit stand five dollars and all of a sudden you ain't you know Jerusalem cross That the state or the 10 or city gave you to walk the fuck out of you know Because that's how they found you niggas don't like to talk about that shit neither, right? What you came in with man, you ain't came in with shit But you leave them with the states like you leave with the taxpayers How I was saying the taxpayers, but We've got flip flops all And a pair of draws that they didn't come in with well, that's what the chicks wrong.
Well You know what I'm saying? They want somebody that they feel like they gonna take care of and raise up And he's suddenly gonna be a good man for all the good ways that she has treated him Bitch act like she she's gonna be the The reason that that too, but I want to say the Person that feels like you know They treat him like a protege, you know, I call I got me this nigga. He needs you this shit I'm gonna buy him and dress him up like a baby die And then fuck ass home boy falls for it Yeah, well to say it's hard. That's another thing because we looking for a mama figure and shit somebody You know, you know what I think I gotta do they gotta Fucking be a man.
You ain't got you ain't got that about you. I guess it ain't gonna happen for you Exactly because you know what the shocking thing to about it is that these mother what we're talking about it to them is that they Actually realize that at some point in their life They have to do it for themselves and they just feel like I can't do it for myself I guess what if you can't you probably just can't so don't even try to work hard at it because it should have come that hard to you You know how I feel about cats like that Do so Somebody's be what it be completed about they life is here, but they do it nothing to contribute to that issue Yeah, no, no go somewhere and function for the way that Excuse me, I say does but I'm a good old American I work and I have no problem with it. I do things that I don't like to do. I do draw a line You know with certain shit, but uh, hmm Well, see that's what I'm trying to get that like I'm very milder.
Yeah, I'm doing things. I don't like to do frame You gotta get down because if you don't like to do because I feel like it's my due diligence See, it was how I'm not doing anything else that You know, I mean effectively perpetuating Life, right? Like it's like yeah, take care of my children Family has drawn good old six. What's it called?
Social distancing. I feel like family has drawn more of a double social distancing Then I knew before because I really was moving away from what the fuck is like, you know what? I know if I move a thousand miles away from you You can't or you know You're not gonna just show up at my front door and you know with family no matter who it is or how I go oh If you're if you're within about a quarter tank Close to the they're gonna be at your front door set asking for you asking for you matter what? Oh, I know some people that would think The fact that a nigga like me has has a job somewhere they would they they would like that You're sharp, but you feel me what you won't be able to do is just show up on me like you're used to And I mean not even just I mean the full-up game is and so visions But I'm even talking about a phone call Distance away, you know like hey, where are you and you really think to yourself?
Do I really want to tell this mother where I am right now because it's not that far, you know, you know, you talk about me Yeah, I am a five mile radius near I told I you know wherever I'm settled that for me is close man but my family and you know like close friends maybe So it's just like if they have that if they're that close to you, they have access to you no matter what, you know And that's what I was I was ready to go south of the border right, but Down there to build even like something, you know, just a regular decent house Was going across way too much and then they was talking about those sectionals How's housing or whatever and I'm like that's a fucking trailer, you know Maybe somebody that doesn't know it double y Yeah, so by the land on it plop one else fuckers in there You know, I don't get all the amenities that you want like running water You know You like to see because you got to be close knit somewhere and where he's going and then you see What down there in Mexico, I saw what I would might have to deal with and I was like, yeah, all right Mexico do Mexico Mingle I was You know someone would kill me eventually Because they're pretty And cut up that's why they owe that's why the whole world We might read it all the way you're supposed to go You know, I'm a bit I'm a bit Workup, Mexico's a fucking fine ass what every one I like to do is because they have great health care down there That's what everybody don't tell you about you have a fine health care system down there How many you know personal I care to but The professionals out there you have a part of down here Doing so shit. I'm talking again My look I'm that premium look I just had diesel I didn't have deep posture to do it except to feed a lot Because of being a black man Happy black history, but I think that's bullshit Still going for it. It's not over. Well.
Oh shit I knew it Oh my gosh look I know I didn't let you talk it's all talk and I'm like I don't know how he took what we was talking about and then turn the conversation to some shit that has to do with him And then I was gonna be like it may be only fair if I go ahead and share my philosophy on how I deal with family and Things and such like that. Okay, that's why it's there though But but then oh then as I'm going there then you say that I'm like, right. You know how you like to say things No, you be blirting stuff well to you you're not working out you're not blurting it out You're just having the conversation, but I have to trade lightly cuz it may be said these I may not want you to say But I know that you're probably gonna say it anyway, so You go talk over me if I start it is something you go I'll tell you we won't fool so I can tell you know be a part of the project I guess they know I'm not Specific or something. I don't know You know I'm so cool Okay, so anyways, yeah, what I want to say is like I said happy black is three black but okay So that's what brings me back to everybody in the world because this is the thing I'm not saying motherfuckers need to live the way I'll be over act the way I act it But I just feel like there's a common sense type of way of being you know, and I've always you know How do you feel anyway, but okay?
It's one thing you could be there for your family you could be there as much as you can for your family as much as you want to be as much as you want to be though and There's some things that family will do to try to bomb bar that like especially when it comes to you doing what you want Depending on your relationship with your family how your relationship go There's the ones that fuck up all the time to get away with doing it 50 times over this this and that Because I'll still be doing it. It's the ones that's always doing right We'll walk whatever, you know, and then it's the ones that don't you know that ain't gonna be there for now Just let the whole thing come on dipped off whatever, you know, every teaches on everybody has to do what they got to do I give on sure Just to say that The ones that see no everybody up versus the ones that see no is doing good That shit is like a fucking rap game And that's just all what it said about it that like But It's like, you know, when you shoot you guys who is really worth Okay, right so I Know but I'm probably gonna see a few bullet points that make you want to pause Well, she just out of up No Different backgrounds different folks different families different ways of life differences like that like, you know, there's those really strict religious families Are those all in your own family really strict religious family all in everyone's family? There's some people there Yeah, and then there's but I'm just saying as far as your situation was, you know, you was like I'm getting away so can't nobody look my thing is this if I don't want you to pull up Please don't pull up like I don't care if I'm across the street from you if I'm not in the mood for you I don't have to deal with you and that goes great. That's not just like I doesn't shoot that towards family.
That's You're way too close man. You're way too close But what I'm saying is a lot of people don't know how to have strength within themselves to know what it is What it that they want to do or how they want to be or how they want to live because it's going by either France family Or you know just people at work, you know, I'm saying people that they met on a good night hanging out in the club You know, I'm saying just the different situations that people meet up with each other and you know pull in each person's vibe That they're being around and they don't know how much that's kind of squashing who they are Because they're taking in air what I'm saying is the strength of an individual is so much bigger than they try to reiterate it to you through celebrities are reiterated to you through media, you know, a Reiterated radio is so much bigger than just being you with so much bigger than just You trying to show that you down with looking like flonzi or you down with looking like a Barbie doll Look, you know, I don't what I'm saying is being you mean You don't have to ask nobody for permission or get validation to live who it is that you are All everybody I understand the communities and the distance and that me and other and I know how this shit operates I know how to make the shit move You know it for the you know for the podcast and for the laymen or lay woman or how fuck that shit It's not yeah, what she's saying is a very positive and To what you are People I've met in this life dark, you know, I really think of it I'm like you feel me like that bitch would be good for that Right no, no, that name they absolutely would they absolutely that's not the No, it's because no one no one delegated Okay dictatorship Let's see how you get to rub it. I can never get out of that Then they then they you talk to them on how I mean to you You I'm just gonna sum it up because I'm talking to you into about to me It's anyway, cuz every time I try to get personal indeed It never worked out because you know why the universe don't we just put it out to y'all like that is way to motherfucking much It's way too much motherfucking philosophic and all this coming from is my heart it ain't coming from nowhere else So since that's what it is all I'm saying is you don't have to deal with it If you don't fucking feel like it But your body don't make you feel like it you can go fall weak to your flesh you ain't gonna use your brains to pass What you see or what you hear so therefore you always don't be in a position to make yourself feel and that's on you It's not nobody else. So what you need to do is Take control Established dominance within yourself your mind your body is sold with the universe and all of that y'all meditative All that shit and get your shit to get and stop acting like you stupid we are humans we humanity We want to be one of the smartest fucking beans, but I'm starting to feel like we the last of all the other universe They just let's let us over in the jump y'all This is a gold mine here Put a They put us here because we feel well some of us I mean really but yeah, I don't really want to hear what I gotta say anyway.
He's the star anyway. She got I'm a background She taught me how to feel I'm the background music. I'm still I'm still hella cool like it. I believe in the forest.
It's just that okay This I feel for right now. We do in this podcast. This is how this is like I'm coming from a heart And y'all don't get to get that shit for me. I usually just like to get real drunk and just talk about it stupid little Ignor she is she and then when I guess there's not a focus on a feel like oh she talking wide or whatever the fuck like that However, I feel I'm educated let's say that She Grew and I definitely I definitely come from the motherfucking hood.
Okay, so oh and it's always black pride I'm always down with the culture. All right, but all I'm really saying is this from my mother fucking heart you motherfucker All you have to do is be like not dark Ain't no wrong with being good ain't no wrong with using your mind and all that shit like that You know ain't no wrong with that shit, but you got to get it together for you ain't nobody else from the leadership for you Stop acting like y'all y'all solve y'all solve like all y'all got these for songs I had about how but you know like really be it like you want to love love you I got a friend in front of people who you like love you like the love Just do the shit You still got a work with Everyone Take her I even forgot what I was gonna say to him. I told him y'all what I was really trying to say I didn't get to say and it's always because why do you inverse block it? They almost out here?
No, I know y'all hurt y'all hurt enough. Most of that shit You know there's there's white people that get paid for I mean telling you about how you can be better I mean it ain't even about being better. Okay. It's like this ain't nothing wrong with doing good Nothing bad There's bad shit that can happen there's life is life right because you don't have that But I'm not tripping either way Because what I was really trying to do I was trying to get some feeling and kind of back up Which it was saying as far as telling these people like talking to these people This is what I'm trying to say to him.
See now. Okay, bad. See now that I thought while I was saying this when I do this Podcast shit, I know for a fact here's one motherfucker listening to I don't need it to be 30 because I know it's one I know it's one for a fact if I'm getting a listener because the one might be my And you know it's like this See but you keep saying I'm not coming from feelings all I'm saying You would talk about getting away from family and people feel like they got a run from their family You don't have to run you don't have to get away by being yourself and standing a standard and sitting dominance within yourself in your life And say your kids your kids your husband your wife whoever y'all unity is get your own unit together Get your unit because you never know what may happen You may not have your unit you may not be around your unit But if you put something down within your unit and you know how you know how you come in and how don't go whatever Man you would be stronger for it. You know, I see you way stronger for everybody always feel like I gotta take care of Mom I got well if you take care of your mom you should get my bird but I have to I have to know you don't Would you say about anything anyway that explain yourself to nobody either don't ever forget that look would you say about the ancestry?
I think I said that you're gonna be Scottish and Irish look like like like no I don't see me right now. I'm probably from Florida Really be like you know, don't be afraid kids feels he don't know the right But I do say it has been a while I don't know the right You said to be to these podcasters that a podcast list podcast listeners that I taught you how to feel You showed to me I showed you what feeling in a motion is so I showed you what emotions are Your shit. Oh, don't you do that don't you do that? Don't do that?
No? No, no, no, no, no, no, no? No, because no, no No, don't do that though. No, no, no, that's not okay.
No. No, no, no, no because when you go your shit I know what your shit is so I don't want your shit out there. It's only all about your shit Like God, you got so much information That's why people don't be one of my people and be with people because you got to be around these people and then they know information about you Then every chance they get they want to just spit it out and speak on And you'll be like no, maybe like oh it needs to be heard no, no Your shit what's my I know what your shit is I don't need your shit out right now Yeah, you gonna talk about me you go take like you just it off you said I'll take care of you tell them I take care I'm like wow Now here they'll play with the shampoo to see what it said don't wait Now he's in a bad little show They got way too serious, you know welcome, you know got a little spurt. That's all me when the talk You know it's fine.
It's fun. That's what I tell you people it's fun, you know Let let whatever God don't like me Come along and strike me down With it next 48 hour. I wouldn't I wouldn't give a shit. Okay, so look No, I mean I'm just some shit you feel me live your life some things, you know some things ain't for everybody You know, that's why they don't carry that energy.
They don't have that capacity They're they don't go past that brain capacity You don't wanna do shot runs and all that shit. You know Maybe find yourself a few other people that's in your lane and write it and Have no grants Especially don't don't restrict yourself while you young you don't know how much longer this mother's like a point in my last period Asteroid hit boom everybody's dead or you know mostly everybody Or something like that. Yeah, some shit. You just yeah, I'm just saying you flow me though Don't take yellow younger life into what everybody's telling you to do, you know Fuck the dust you know, we real spoiled in the United States, you know, we still we still can be mad at each other about nothing Right You're black here why you're being a lot that you know, it's all about Living if you ain't living and I mean if you want to put on tights and skin jeans or whatever I was just saying, you know, they are y'all want to do all that you know, he's like walking around which is draws out I mean, you know, hopefully his bitches that like that, right?
Or maybe not Either way how everybody wants to do themselves y'all should do it, but you know, what's the book? Stop making when everybody else with the shit. That's my play. Wait, y'all y'all think it's fun You know, you just trying to ride right somebody out for some cash You feel me so you can do what go to fucking Wendy's Boy, that's like I was kidding somebody saying shit do I get some damn shakes But what exactly in a fight do you want out of having some money other than some fucking done shit That's not in a way trying to buy shit that matters and I try to do shit that matters and Then you want people to take you seriously when you don't Well You get older see when you're young you can't control none of that because you born to who you born to but soon as you Are they to be able to take care of yourself?
You should live a lot of credits in what you feel is okay? No, what you feel somebody else is now the first thing you should do is feed this up and have your roots and all this You got a shit all they're trying to have a bunch of motherfucking come through playing on You pay your shit with it party is shit is over bird falls out the nest. He doesn't have a nest at the bottom Okay I Right there That means you got a whole movie going on I'm just trying to find out. I'm just really trying to find out, you know Like god damn I'm trying to see what you motherfuckers trying to want to be like like outside of seeing what you're seeing already People Just You want to know why I tell y'all why she won't see I said you're not using your brain That's what I said I said you not using your friend so it's full capacity.
I didn't say See and I don't like you trying to be my interpreter. That's why I don't be wanted to talk because you go take everything I said just put it in to Tertation did you know how many you stupid motherfucking see that's all I said? I don't need that you stupid motherfucker's out there won't get your shit together You're sitting around you're doing dumb shit and you think it's okay Cuz you just feel like doing it cuz you're fucking young and you got all this time until you're ending up with COVID or hit my car Or you shot by your boyfriend or it's there by your girlfriend like god. Yeah Translated It's like a whisper No, and you know what yeah, and you know what at one point in time I was Then I taught him what emotions I didn't hear I didn't hear what a lot of people They was telling me some shit.
Oh, guess what? Well, it's okay. Well 20 years later You can we doing this pocket you can you can you can figure out where my life? Yeah, I hope and you hear it One of y'all taking heat that's like somebody gonna write this with a go today I mean, that's exactly the shit I'll be talking about I gotta do is this and everything else gonna fall into place.
Hey, don't be Energy because because they catch it my energy is the just air chalets and scare through you just to figure out She's gonna she's gonna mop the floor with you. Oh, no That's not what I'll be trying to do and after she does you're gonna feel that's not my attention Let me say it right my attention aren't negative my intentions Over the negative I just wanted to talk about something like talk about our relationship ours Mm-hmm That's what he's podcast