The Dark Side of Dating My Zone Leader (w/ Suzy Baker)

In this episode, I interview the wise and delightful Suzy Baker, co-founder of The Psychedelic Assembly. We explore her life in Mormonism in Alabama, Utah and New York City, as well as the dark side of dating her zone leader on her mission and the events that led her out of the church. Cozy up with Carah with Suzy for this special reveal of Suzy's mission experience. Serving the Lord? And serving the lust. And shame. A place where hopes, consent, and a whole lot of trauma collide. We discuss the pressure to boost baptism numbers, and the surprising events that led to her zone leader asking Suzy to pray to fall in love with him.We hope this story celebrates the power of humanity and community while dishing out some sage advice on spotting red flags, including what Suzy wishes she could tell her younger self.Suzy's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/suzycbaker/Below is a great article from an active support network called Psychedelic Support and they talk about what to look out for when choosing someone to work with in a healing context: https://psychedelic.support/resources/dark-side-plant-medicine/The Women's Visionary Council is an amazing organization that my dear friend Annie King founded. They have incredible resources about best practices for people using psychedelics in group settings. The below three documents go over:1. Safety Tips: https://visionarycongress.org/articles/wvc-articles/safety-tips-r3/2. A Manual of Best Practices for Radical Risk Reduction: https://visionarycongress.org/articles/wvc-articles/manual-radical-risk-reduction/3. Safety Protocols for Event and Community Organizers: https://visionarycongress.org/articles/wvc-articles/safety-tips-r3/👇 👇 👇 I live and die on donor support! So, great news! The Nuance Hug Foundation is up and running as a 501c3 nonprofit. All donations to ✨Donor Box and Venmo✨ are tax deductible in the US! More podcasts and shorts are coming full-time as long as I can keep it funded. Help me and my team continue making important, hilarious content by becoming a one-time or monthly donor!EQUIPMENT FUNDRAISER: https://donorbox.org/christmas-eve-equipment-fundraiser-2👩‍💻 Join the Hoetown community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nuancehoe🍯 Tip Jar (Venmo: CarahB): https://account.venmo.com/u/CarahB🔗 All my links, my merch, and everything fun: https://linktr.ee/nuancehoe