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EPISODE · Nov 16, 2025 · 13 MIN

The Fear that Started Before I was Born

from Beautifully Messy · host jsediva

In this raw, real episode, I walk you through a real-time breakthrough I had while doing a "Clear the Fear" meditation. What came up shocked me. The fear started in the womb, generational patterns passed through my mother, and the childhood conditioning that taught me to be quiet, be the good girl, and never take up space.I break down the moments that shaped the good girl identity, how it still shows up today, and what it really takes to step out of survival mode and into your power as a woman, mother, and creator.You'll hear the exact insights, emotions, and inner child moments as they came through. Plus i guide you through a simple nervous system practice you can use right away to release fear and come back to your body.This is Beautifully Messy!

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In this raw, real episode, I walk you through a real-time breakthrough I had while doing a "Clear the Fear" meditation. What came up shocked me. The fear started in the womb, generational patterns passed through my mother, and the childhood...

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