“THE GREY AREA”

reading the reading of the alternative of truth to power and the host, Tari's Nick Knight and we will be joined shortly by Jennifer. She will be joined as given her perspective on the importance of a great area and it will be given my perspective on the importance of having a black and white area and just different thought processes. Hello. Yes, yes, Jennifer.

We are now recording. The key to you. Oh, already. Yeah.

Don't even look by. You know, how you doing? Fantastic. Okay.

Just woke up from an incredible nap. Okay. Okay. So, let's go to the bushes.

This is my guest. Jennifer, if you know me for the last decade, you know she is. Yes, yes. So, you know she is, you know she represents my life, certainly.

But I'm just one of the places she's army veteran or sergeant. Oh, God. She has many hats and she's joined enough today because she's got the exception. Is that a good word to use?

Exception to something that I think might be living on my pancake. Right? Hello? Yes, yes.

All right. So, she's joined up today. You know, this is the part of my heart is by the way, but I just really want to discuss it. So, you said that I'm a black and white person.

I don't believe in great areas at all. Because I'm either one way or another. There's no way between women. Right?

But I think Jennifer was telling me the benefits of being in a great area. So, could you explain it to the audience or to me, but to benefit from being in a great area? I guess for me, because I was a teacher myself, is that when you have been a great, it gives you more opportunities to have a better understanding of situations and a greater amount of empathy. When it comes to people in dealing with their feelings or high-deliver certain topics and stuff like that.

Or it just opens your entire spectrum, your entire mind to differently of thinking whenever you can see things from all sides instead of just one side. If that makes sense. Okay. So, as far as I go on topics, the point is on black and power.

Right? Because I like the point of black and power, but I'm not so. I'm thinking that you feel like that could be talked about better, that could be done better. Not even by people as a community as a whole.

You kind of call me out of bar. I don't really know if I can do like pin point a certain subject because there's so many different subjects in the discuss as far as like a black community and I've grown and I have it to become more united. So, you have to kind of pinpoint something for me. You know what I'm saying?

Okay. So, forget this. I'm not too much for everybody. Another thing I'm proud to say that I would be considered an enemy of Joe Biden.

I'm proud to say that. I'm proud to say that clearly and very loudly and proud of it as a black man because you know his 98, 94 crowns are the hero and 99% of the other people probably the black community in a negative way and he has yet to even try to rectify or try to do anything tangible for the black community. And he's been, and I know people are going to say that some people are he going to do all this for about two weeks, but I think that he's done things for Asians within a first day. He's got these other places in the first day and black people so called for them in office.

So, what do you think about that? Let me get to. I'm not a person. I'm going to personally say that I'm not really a fan of Joe Biden either.

Okay. I'm not going to sit up here and point like oh, I'm going to Joe. That's like no, no rush. We're not there like that no, especially after he made their comments, Charlotte made a guy about you not being black enough is if you support Trump or something like who I can't remember what he said.

But you when you say that well you ain't really black and I'm like how in the I'm like how in the fuck can't all know white male or just anybody who is not black comments on how black you can be that's insane to me that was crazy. But I guess I guess the gray area comes from trying to have understanding on trying to have understanding on his his will to change and not so much on what he did. I think it's very important to shed light on his because you're in politics. You're in politics with all his author game.

Like an author game every done is fair game. But it's also important to see people change and how they are trying to do better. But I actually got to see the action because from now lately it's just been a whole bunch of words right like I'm going to do this. I'm going to do that.

I want to see it though. I don't want to just hear it. I want to see it. So I think it's my gray on that friend.

Like I'm going to say on that friend. You just need to show up. You need to show up in the black community because we did put him in the office. Like no matter what anybody says, we have the people that helped him to get into office period.

And I agree with you with those crime bills. And I think whenever he, whenever he spoke about, um, whenever he talks about things and he's like, why do people break up in interviews when he's done the past? I feel like he always finds a way to should have coded or walk around it or, you know, like you know what I'm saying? Yeah.

And it's like, bro, why can't you ever take a motherfucking L like take a L. Okay. And say how you're going to do better than sugarcoat and justify why you did what you did. You know what I'm saying?

Just say how you going to do better. And then when you say what you're going to do, fucking do it. So they ain't too much brown at my friend, but I will say how it is important to accept, like, just kind of try and accept what he's saying and then, but actually look for the change. It's not, it's not going to play with it, especially when I'm a real people that picture.

I want to add and want to the place. Um, but my family. Okay. Okay.

And I'm going to talk to you. I've been doing a white supremacist for 32 years, right? So, with my parents and my supremacy, I don't change. They don't have the capacity to do this.

I'm going to show that. Then that's why in this world I have to be black and white as a black man because I have to be able to identify enemies and I have to be able to identify allies. Because we are war, whether we want to be in that we are war. as a black man, the one who's going to be on the front line, fight me by the front line, and to identify enemies, and to identify allies.

It can't be no, oh, maybe they changed, I don't know, I don't know who you are, where you are, what's that you all? We'll like it. That's a coordinate. You know, I think it's important to have people like you in our community because you are the main people who hold him accountable for his actions, and for whatever might happen next.

So, and those people like me who are like, that's what I want. I'll be right, I'll be right here. That's what we need to bring. We need to bring hope.

Hope is there, hope is there. Hope that goes, hope that goes. Hope it goes to our last leg, hope it goes. Oh, God.

But also, you're telling me you're, you're like, I can reach probably a broader audience if I want to take another grade area. What did you mean by that? We need to build one more time. I will be able to reach a broader audience if I were to think in a more great area.

What did you mean by that? I guess because for me, now this is me, and I don't like when people say, oh, what do you mean exactly like, where for where would I say? Look, I can, there would be a few times in this where a lot of repeat exactly what I could work for, but for a rough in my life, all I could do is carefully. But what I felt like was, you can reach a greater audience if you weren't always so one-sided.

And I feel like, and when I listen to your podcast sometimes, because I look at the everything I've thought, right? But the ones that I have listened to, I just feel like there are moments where you can take an opportunity to address situations differently, by not being as judgmental, and one-sided on an issue where you're just, I basically give them the one point of view. So, because I think sometimes you speak an absolute, and you speak in a whole, like all black people. And I feel like, for me, being someone who has made the mistakes of people who you were talking about, you're talking about it as a whole, but I'm like, but no, like, I love me.

Wait, wait wait, wait, wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Is it just this?

I don't think, like, and why would I say this? I feel like it's not working. It's not like it's not working me. So, that's what I mean by having a gray area, to reach your audience, because when you speak an absolute, it's kind of offensive because it's talking to all black people or all of black women, to a certain thing.

So, you know, it's about being more specific about what you're saying so that you can reach a higher audience, so that you're offending less people, right? So you're offending less people, and if you're offending less people, you can reach more people. That's what I mean. Does that make sense?

It does. I just want to say though, first I want to say, because I want to make a difference, to give me a general point for this point. Secondly, I love, love is not me in love. Love means having me, I'm not a tear, you're a mess for human beings.

Very glad you wasn't worth a clear look. I don't know about it whatsoever at all. I'm not a matter of what you're saying. Like a lot of the much I made, I'm not a bad guy.

That way, I'm a bad boy. But what I was there was, I think on my side, on my end, is I don't feel like people, I'm not looking to basically come up with one of the lights, because too many people were about being in light instead of being powerful. And of course, I understand that my message is going to be how it is going to be popular among people. And in my opinion, I'm going in the right direction, because when Malcolm X and Martin Luther King first started, what were they telling you right now?

They were not popular, but most of black community, or most of black community people did not like Martin Luther King, they did not like Malcolm X. But somewhere there had to be some type of shift. So what do you mean? Oh, really?

Why do you die? Why do you die? Okay. Why people told him, why people told him, oh, let's do what Martin Luther King says about, this whole non-violent thing, which for them means non-violent for them means non-violent for them means non-violent thing, you know what I'm saying?

And they all were caving up, they never, you know, the reason why they said that from Malcolm X was a great leader, you should listen to him. But they bring up that about Dr. King, but they never bring up the fact that he wanted reparations for black people. They never bring it up.

You get what I'm saying? But what I'm saying is, well, I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm not really trying to appeal to a certain audience, because my, my message is going to be official, because it's honest, people do not like the truth, not the people say that they want the truth, they do not like the truth, they just don't. I went to a Asian people three years, 98% black people in my class, they caving me. They're wearing out their eyes, oh, because the things you say may be a specialist to the white woman in the class and the Asian guy in the class, that may be a purpose for them.

We're not sure if they don't receive their message. And a room for the black people, they just like me. Wasn't popular at all. I can see that.

Now, let's have to say this, now this is an interesting thing, this is an interesting thing. My professor was white, and the white guy in the class, my professor first said, when I spoke my time, when I was thinking about black people, and black Americans, she was like, I just love my parents. That's his thing. He doesn't really care what anybody thinks.

He's gonna tell the truth. He's gonna go all out, and feel like I'm a preacher, I'm gonna talk about him. And it wasn't until we all went out, one time to share my life, that's from all of us, for those from our own national and international. That's the whole thing.

That's the whole thing. That's the whole thing. That's the whole thing. That's the whole thing.

That's the whole thing. Yeah, that's the whole thing. But we all went out to share my life, and I was like, oh, she was just like, you know, people just don't think that the truth is like, I just love flowers. She was like, oh, you know, he just speaks the truth, and he doesn't throw anybody a thing, and everybody knows them because of it.

God, I just wish I had his courage. It wasn't until both of my people said that they started accepting me in their class. And that was like my third year. That was my final year there.

I went to ABCU for three straight years, and it took three years to stay separate, because I was talking about this miracle in biochemistry. But it wasn't until bi-people accepted me that they felt like, feel comfortable with accepting my message. Mm. This is the thing.

Very interesting. Very meaningful. It's more interesting to me because I'm going through, I'm going through certain situations where I'm like around like the majority of black people, but because of like my personality or the things that I say, like they're not very, they're not very accepting of me until they actually get around me for a while, and they get to know them. I'm like, oh man, like you cool this shit.

Like, you know what I'm saying? It takes them some time to warm up. Sometimes, you know, depending upon the group, because it's not always what's accepted around the masses. But just speaking from, just speaking for black people, right?

Because we don't really care about what the other people say, when it comes to what you have to say, right? Because we know what you're saying is for black people. Right? So I guess for me, whenever you're speaking to black people, I don't, I personally, I understand that you won't be like by everybody, and that's okay.

Cause that's not your goal. Your goal is to speak truth of power. I don't understand that. Well, I can mix up, or I feel like I feel some type of ways.

It's whenever I feel like you're using a sense of language to try and reach me as opposed to finding a different way. Like it's a name calling for me. It's a name calling, and it's a feeling of trying to make somebody so little or small, like belittling them to me, to me, to me. And in my mind, I'm like, and in my mind, I'm like, how can you, how can you expect people to really hear you?

Cause I feel like, which I think is important, which is like your overall message is important. But how can people really, how can black people truly hear you when the people that are specifically speaking too, that you really want to reach to get them to change, you're belittling them or your name calling them. And then you're like, hey, wait, hold up. We still want you, we still need you.

Like what? Wait, hold on, wait. Wait, wait. You know what I'm saying?

Like, wait a minute. You're already trying to bring me down. Now you want to talk about that. We need to stick together.

No, fuck that. I'm right now. So let me address that. We're not overall audience being a 75% woman, right?

Who? 75% woman. No, no, no, no. Let me address that.

Oh, yeah? Yeah. Let me address that. I don't know these things, but okay, cool.

Yeah. Let me address that. Oh, shit. When I talk about my new name call, like, okay, let me throw something out there.

When I say, cool, right? If I call, which means that you're a sellout to the black community, right? And favor, like, what do you say? What word is it?

Cool, which means that you're a favor of white supremacy and you're a black person, right? Meaning that you support white supremacy, you go against black people, and you want to just sell out to black community for your own personal game. So when I say what is it? And I'm talking about people like, let's just say like a Larry Elder.

I think that's a good example of somebody like Larry Elder. Somebody who's so far gone. They, you know, they isolated just by black kids, getting shot, they actually justify black women getting shot, you know, on on black kids getting shot, but he's way older than the streets. And when I say, cool, I'm not saying that we need to call him.

I don't think at the end of the day, and what I'm saying at the end of the day is that I need the people that's not coming, because we got to go out loud, not on the same. And it's time you go on the war. So once again, you got to know your enemies, or you got to know your allies. You got to go out loud and say, listen, y'all don't have to say it.

But when I say I need my people, I'm talking about the ones that already are on this side. They're not making myself clear just now. So we don't need all the people. We really don't.

We need the ones that we need to get up and fight for our community. And do the right thing for our community. Okay. I hear you.

Okay. I hear you. But then I make myself clear. You have majors on clear.

That's good. That's good. Because everybody's talking about my delivery. I don't like your delivery.

My drill. I can talk to you about this. My drill, you talk to me about it on TV. I've been on right wing TV twice.

I've been on excellent radio, twice. I've been on radio, countless times. And of course, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, because people think of me, and I'm sorry, I mean, sorry.

My delivery. I'm not going to tell you that to be the other one. But... Yes.

Oh, my delivery. Right. You want to be the one? Stop that.

Stop that. Don't want to be here. Stop that. Stop that.

Come on. Stop that. Don't go there. Don't get it.

Okay. Okay. Don't go there. You can just go there.

Don't go there. I'm just trying to get a face. I'm like, what do you mean you're on it? It's not delivering.

They're all... They're all... They have a great delivery. Now you're just a living that likes to live it that like.

And I'm talking about like white wing streaming TV. Right. People that support Donald Trump. I've been on the TV with him.

Yeah. podcast. That's what I'm talking about. And I guess because like growing up is like the only black female to graduate out of her class, being around white people all the time, like I see in different, I see so many different perspectives.

I see so many different perspectives. And it's insane how people that have so many different um racist traits within themselves and characteristics, but they, they honestly can't see it. But they don't know that they possess it. So when you're addressing people to truly reach them, and you, you know, you have a background in psychology, but you understand that, so you understand that addressing one group isn't the same as addressing another.

Like, and when I think about what you have to say, like what you have to say is so important, and people should really understand it. And I feel like in order for people to really hear it, it just takes a different way of delivering it. And I took that from your podcast, and I from all your interviews and stuff like that, I forget from your podcast, and that's, that's, I feel like that's where people hear you the most. So, and I'm never gonna tell you some shit, this, I'm never gonna tell you some shit, just off the shelf, I'm upset, I'm hurt, like whatever, like it's, I feel like anything I ever tell you is because I see greatness in you, and I see how you can really do good.

I see how you can really do good for not just a black community, but for multiple communities. So that's why I, you know, I speak my opinion because I want you asking me to speak my opinion. You want to hear my opinion. It's a number two because I can, and I see how you can be better.

Okay. So, how is something up in there? I don't know if there's something, I don't know if there's a question, I'm not sure if there's a question. So when you say that people don't truly understand it from other races, what do you mean by that?

What do you mean like, they don't understand what? You say when you speak at the people, when you say when you're speaking at the people, and they have racist tendencies and they really don't understand it, what do you mean by that? No, I was talking more from mine, my viewpoint, like, I don't have people who like, honestly, like, I think I listened to, I think I listened to, now this is totally, this is not the same, but I listened to this video of these police officers talking the other day. I think you might have listened to it too.

It was like, the people, it was like the people who you can, it was like one of the officers, and they were calling black people like niggas and stuff like that. And um, but the one thing this man said that really like, blah, blah, my fucking mind, yo, was he said, but he was like, wait, people talking about, he was like, he was upset, you know, all the protests going on. He was like, all these shit, all these protesters and behind some shit that happened, what, 200 years ago, like that was a real like, get to my corner or some shit. But um, and he said how, what I see it is, they gave you a roof over your head, they gave you a clothes on your back, they put food on your table, like, it couldn't have been that bad.

And that's when the video like, it didn't, it didn't in my mind, I was like, I was like, the jaw opens, and there's a lot of stuff that doesn't shock me anymore, because hello is like 2021, like, there's not a lot of shit that can shock me. But that right there was like, I was just like, I wish you see my face right now. What, justify slavery like that just now, how did you do that? How did you do that?

Like, the corner, you and the perspective is insane, like I grew up around white people who wanted to be black, so bad, because it was cool. But then they throw up and then the same people, the same people that call themselves, they go all day, like, oh, that's my nigga, that's my nigga, that's my nigga, like, love black music, you go to a fucking function in 2021, and they still listen to the same love, boo, she songs from fucking 2000, you know what I'm saying? Like, those same white people are the same people who are like a pure die heart Trump supporters, they don't see a difference in a separate, in the American culture between black and white people, because they don't see shit, like, literally, they literally don't see it or, or they don't, or they purposely don't open their minds up wide enough to understand it. So it's insane, but it's truly like, and you'll get it like on a psychological level, how people can have the enormous racist traits, like, they're just, they're so invading you that you don't even see them sometimes, you don't even see them for what really is, and that's what I mean about delivery.

From a clinical perspective, I had to tell you, listen, perspective white people, because of the likes they all understand the person they have, they all understand things, right? It's like, um, it's like you go to any white establishment, right? If I go up in here, I go up in there with my woman, she has a hair in a fur, she is like, walking proud. All that would be on earth, because white supremacy is based off of the genetic threat, and they all understand it.

They all understand it. That's the way it never was brought up to me before, I didn't know where you said that. Yeah, it's a genetic threat, because it's a big, what they're saying is, to build a total minority of the world, and shut up the value of the question for breaking it down like this, because I really got this knowledge from her, but instead of the genetic, instead of the minority of the world, the entire world, and black people are, I don't like these them where people color. Black people, since we're the majority of the world, and we keep on producing at the rate of redone, and they're minus the birth rate, they will go extinct.

So they have to come over the system, they benefit them militarily through law, through education, due sex, I forget the other one, but they have to come over the system, they benefit them totally within their system. And here we have the system of white supremacy as we speak today. That's why, as black people, we can get chills with the children, and the person that chills with the white, they can get off. They're still there for their lives.

I guess I have to have white supremacy all over my family. All over. Okay, so then I think about, I got to agree to agree with you on that a little bit, because I think some people are truly in a world where they don't even understand what white supremacy is, by being white and having white supremacist characteristics, I don't truly, I really don't believe that they understand the characteristics that they hold the law in flight. So, from the scene, I don't think that they truly understand what it is.

Okay, well, what kind of thing? Yeah. And I'm talking about from a standpoint of a 27 year old woman who was around these people, and I'm telling you, like, and I know it sounds weird, like, how would you mean they don't know? Like, it's a perspective thing, and that's where I live in a gray act.

That's where I live in a gray. It's a perspective thing. It's through the eyes, through the lens of a class of over 100 people at a Catholic white school, and getting to understand some versus the whole, like the whole, like overall whole might be who what you're talking about, right? But then they're the son who really don't understand, and that it's hard to see.

And if you can't explain to them, then now you're disaffending them, and you're putting them on a side that they feel like they don't even always look like they don't really belong on, but because you're going to put them on that side, then that's what they're going to be at. So like, fuck understanding, and getting to the real bottom of it all, you're putting me on this side, this time, on this side. And if you want to, it's kind of like being challenged almost, right? So do you want to hate me because you think I'm this type of person, but you don't understand me, but hate me for being a type of person, I will be that type of person, and you will hate me because of it, as opposed to understanding truly what the nature of people's characteristics and decisions are coming from.

And we're not going to agree all the time. Of course, we're not going to agree all the time, and we can't get everybody to come on one accord and one page, and that's okay. But it's still a delivery that you can, that you can, the way that you can deliver things to people, in a way that you can try and help them understand better than what they, what you feel like that they already do. Okay, so now, now it's time again.

Well, go on. Yeah. I was in class one day, I had this little white professor, and she was saying how when she was 16, and they thought the white became fake, she was like, oh my friends, we were shocked because, you know, we had to have this white guilt, we had white guilt, because we really didn't know what was going on in the African American community. And I said, listen, stop, I said, listen, you're being manipulated right now.

I said, this way that you didn't want to acknowledge what was going on in the black community, but you know, and I said, you know, I said, then I gave an example, I said, just like the gang, Elliot, when she does the blue actor, when she say, hey, listen, she's just going for the white people, listen, if you want to get treated like black Americans, get treated in this country, stand up. Nobody split up. You say, okay, so maybe you'll miss and tell me what I say. If you want to get treated like black Americans, get treated in this country, stand up.

Nobody split up again. So she said, you know what they're telling me? You know what's going on? You know, that's a problem, but you don't want to do anything about it.

But then, now, white, white, white supremacy, and perspective, white supremacy is really well honest. And they say, listen, if you're really well honest, and you're like, hey, we know what's going on, but we benefit from the system and we don't want to change it. We want to keep the status quo because people often on getting make means that we don't have to compete with you on an equal playing field, which we're scared of. If they were truly honest about it, and said that, then what?

But they won't, they're gonna lie and say, oh, we don't know what's going on. Oh my goodness, I didn't know what is going on. That's a, that's a, that's a, that's a, one of the years that I say, hey, let me tell you what I'm going to do. That's a 40 years that I'm going to do.

That's a 40 years that I say, I'm going to go, oh, hey, y'all listen, I'm going to tell you what I'm going to do. I'm going to tell you what I'm going to do. I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it's a little bit more than going before.

Wow. No. Because he has a perfectly common time. Don't probably stop.

I'm probably hurt. Oh, my bad. I had fucked up. I had fucked up my brother.

I had fucked up my brother. I had fucked up. I had fucked up my brother. I had fucked up.

I do that. I do that. I do that. I do that.

I do that. I do that. I do that. This is the night.

This is the night. No, I'm some real shit though. Like, I feel like I'm back in the grave. You don't know until you know, you really don't know until you know, like when I was in high school, like when I was in high school, right?

Are you to hear the stories about, you know, all these about people can kill, all these about people in the streets and let it out. Right? I didn't believe that shit. I felt like I honestly felt like Black people were over that dream.

Like, I just felt like that shit couldn't be real. That shit can't be true. All these Black people died all the time. Like, I'm like, seriously, I think about it.

Like, you're in high school. You don't watch it. All you do is you hear. It's a word of mouth thing.

Right? So growing up, I didn't believe people. I didn't believe Black people were being, were being brutalized and murdered at a higher rate than any other rate in America. I didn't believe it.

And then I grew up one day. Like, right? Like, you can grow up one day, which, you know, like, you came to a realization one day, like, damn, this shit is real. This shit is true.

Black people are being brutalized and murdered in the streets by police officers for no fucking reason. That's insane. Like, that shit is really real. That shit is really true.

So there's a difference between you hearing shit and maybe taking it from what it is or maybe not or whatever. And then it's like, you actually know, like, like really, you don't know until you know. And that's where people stand at sometimes, especially other cultures and like people, I think we don't understand, we don't know until they really know. So, like, so when we see how divided we are, we look at Fox versus CNN, right?

You see how fucking divided it is because that's really the world. They really live in that. And I do believe that people see things and, like you said, like that test that the professor did or that doctor or whatever, whatever she was and how, you know, do want to be treated the way that Black people are treated in America, you know, like, stand up and the mic set up. I think that was a moment where they, they came to a realization where they thought they knew when they really knew.

And I believe there are white people who want to help, but they're such a, they're such a large group of Black people who are beyond one thing to help them understand. So they're just angry, which is just what is really just a viable, honestly, like, it's just a viable, why Black people are so angry, like, to understand what's going on in America and not being angry is, is, I don't know if they have to do it, but it's almost unbelievable. But I think that there are, I feel like there is a large group of Black people who want to understand how to help, who want to understand how they can do better. But because we don't always have the answers as to how they can do that.

And I think that's where I'm going to be with delivery. Because this is the thing, this is the love thing. They're telling the group of Black people that truly want to quote unquote help, why haven't they done it already? I just find it because we don't know how.

I don't know how to bring up the issue. I don't know how to address what can I do? Don't do this. Don't do this.

We'll trick up your phone. I got an iPhone. What's the version? What's the version of iPhone?

The iPhone? iPhone 11. Okay. So do you want to say how it works?

No, not entirely. I'm not being honest. No, I'm not saying it. You want to make it beneficial for you.

You want to make it beneficial for you. You want to call it one, not a text. Yes, yes, yes. Yes.

Okay. That's my mother listening. I'm just going to guess why. Now, if you do want to do that, I think about that.

I have to grab the Twitter. No, I don't want to be clear. But you want to ask me. All right.

So typically no, no, the main questions of the phone. Right. That's, but maybe benefit you. That's how I like to come to work.

And you can expect to like to come to see the likes. They know how to, they don't want to benefit from me. Do they want to acknowledge it? No.

Do they want to acknowledge my privilege? No. Because they, in the other world, they're going to get yourself a say, oh, I'm going to talk to this. When it's truly nice, you're going to get me.

You will give him a opportunity because of the color of your skin. And because he knows that the people will like to come to see it. Hey, I work with the special like to come to. I do.

Okay. So this. And they try to, I don't talk about like the protest story. They had to change up their language because he was like, on the protest story.

One guy just brought it out. He was like, um, he was like, I'm scared. And I looked at him and he was like, oh, not, not really scared. I'm just, you know, already changed the card on.

You know, he, he cleared it up real quick because he, because I, because he knew that I knew what he was getting there. I'm scared. I'm scared. I just took the biggest message because you know, what am I going to do?

Because in all actuality, it's really good. It's together and you could like people and compare it like people or white people without the system of micro-presence. The average. Well, the average.

That's why they, that's why they need a system to benefit them. Talk about it. We were in need of this system. We were in need of control of what we watched, the news, the media, we were controlling the sex.

Now they have the program to be teaching community agenda. We weren't in need of it. If you were to, if you were to the computer that's going to put on it, on equal playing field without white supremacy, we weren't in need of this system. You weren't in need of this system.

But you have it and you don't want to change. That's why an overwhelming number of them voted by Trump because he spoke about it. Trump is a big and cultural vice-apprentices that we have for president. But he was open.

Real training. He was co- co- but the biggest is actually the spectrum by Trump because that's why I like him. That's why Trump because he's telling you straight up. Yep.

Yeah. He's not like a, he's not like a, he's not like a, he's not like a Joe Biden, I'm telling you about Bill Clinton or Barack Obama who was now in his space. And he's like, Oh, hi, he's like, people, he's not like, you know, I'm a, he's not like a, I'm a person. I'm just like a, they're all the same there.

I'm like, oh my, someone is most of, we, within, in, play from the spectrum party, you know, and, you know, and let me just get hot with you. Yeah, let me just get hot and get it. Cause that's what people like to do. Come on, come on.

Let me get a lead on. Come on. Okay. Well, I'm going to be completely honest.

Okay, and this is from my perspective. You know, Gen was in the grave over here. This is what Gen does, you know, and I will say that when it comes from when you talk about privilege and I don't negate what you said about white privilege. I didn't believe in white privilege and how it does place them in positions.

More opportunity than it goes for black and brown people, right. And also see it from the lens of white people who feel like they have worked hard. Now, when you talk about white people working hard and you look at it from their perspective, what I see, and this is me, this isn't speak for everybody, but from what I see is black people, black and brown people looking down on them because they say that they have this privilege, what they do have, but people looking down on them because you say that they don't work hard now I gotta stop you. I gotta kind of talk to right there.

What's that? Not a whole, but a split and say that when white people, they worked hard. Yes, they did work hard. They worked harder than the other white people who did work hard to get what they got.

That is the people that they truly compare themselves to. So that's one of the only people that they can compare themselves to. Not the same person, not the same black man or a brown person or the personal color, right, that has worked just as hard as them. And work just as hard as them.

They can't compare themselves to that person because they have that privilege, but they're really, but they're really meaning is the rest of the white people who didn't do what they did to get what they had to get. So in that sense, they did work hard in that sense they do and you can't take it away from people all because they have a privilege. Because they're black people who have more privileges. They're black people who have more privileges than other black people right, but it's not to work hard for what they had.

I'm not saying that it's right. I'm not saying that it's wrong. I'm saying it is what the fuck it is. It is what it is.

But when I think about when I think about white people, they're doing hard. That's what I think about. That's what I think about. That's what Jennifer Martin.

Okay. And when it comes to change and when it was done. The whole government out there now. I don't care.

But when it comes to change, my last thing is when it comes to change, everybody's afraid of change. When you talk about white people want to change, you talk about the fucking system. It's like, wait, hold up. What's wrong with this part?

What's wrong with you? It was going so well. What's this part is going well for you. So I'm like, it's going to be up in the human bones.

Are anybody? No, it's not going to feel good. It's not something that's welcome. It's not, it's not just by white people.

But I will say when it comes down to mentally, our government and rebuilding something that benefits all people. People get scared. You don't know what to do. You talk about defund.

It should be defund. I was the same way when I heard defund. What do you mean defund? We all want to do that?

Oh shit. We need to do that. That wasn't the point. That was the point.

You said it. You said it. What do we do? I'm sorry.

What do we do for themselves? Sorry. When I think about needing a police officer, I think about helping to protect your community and dispute and instances that you can't handle as a community. You can't handle certain situations in communities that you have police officers to help to help Britain barrier.

Okay. So do police officers present? But what I also believe is that you do need more than just police officers. Like when they say defund is like, I truly believe in defunding, like taking away everything that like you and me police officers for everything.

Like this is the other day with the doctor, the black doctors, the female who the police officer handled her. So this happened in Lafayette. When the police handled her so roughly like this, like this, so vicious, so vicious, that's what the workers because of a dispute between a moving company and paying them what they said that they were like a quote that was opposed to that was that they were saying by as opposed to like three times the rate that they said they were going to get a bit. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Oh, it's going on. Yeah. I'm sorry. It's going on.

Yeah. Oh, I don't know. Sure. I don't know what about you.

I don't know. Why don't you. adjud homes? I'm not sure.

I'm not sure. I don't know. What's she? I don't know about this.

I'm not sure. I don't know. Can I help? Where are they?

Don't know. You know, I don't know. I'm not sure. I don't know.

I don't know. that you can call, like that's definitely my dismantling and rebuilding the system. It's not just me including officers to arrest legislation where no one needs to be arrested, like that situation that should be handled in court, Asian, De-handling this woman like you are not the judge in the jury, you cannot tell somebody, hey, pay them or go to fucking jail, that's not how to fuck this work. So I'm truly with the whole dismantling and rebuilding, like that's something I definitely believe in when it comes to um when it comes to policing because I think we're on that little topic, like in and I will also say that um that instance of that black female who denied like she was in like she got off on work and she wasn't going to go to battle wine, I can't know what city it was but everybody, I think a lot of people heard about it whenever she went to go get like a battle wine and she got off on work and you know like these two men offered to buy her drink and she said no, like she told like we said no but then um they started to harass her and um whenever she left the the corner store they actually like beat her up, you do hear that story?

But they like, I mean like these like these are shit out of her and they're in her face, in her eye, she can't open up her eye, so she wants to be a man on the drink and I'm telling them this is this apart, hold on real quick, this apart about me the most about it because that's the way they had men who had marched and protested and marched about protecting black women, there were other black men in that fucking store, there were other black men in that store, we're talking about protecting black women, you want to march about it, fucking be about that shit, that's in that store when you saw that when you saw that when you saw that when you saw that when you were being harassed and you were not a part of that situation, make your ass a part of that situation, be in the situation, defend that black woman, walk that black woman through her car, make sure that she gets the word she needs to get to the face week, when you see other black men harassing her, what's going on, definitely your business, not initial fucking business because I'm talking marching about in the street, when you should have went into that situation you should have put up her in that situation, now it's too late, that's the part that I'm bothering me, I do that much, that's real quick and I don't want to ask. This is the part, the robot who resumes more animation, um, we're talking too much about women, we're talking too much in particular, I don't think, and you know I don't think those were, I don't think they were black American men, I think they were probably from different countries and things like that because typically black American men don't do shit like that, B-D-O, go about on the Biden team, they don't want to give us attention, something's going to fill me with those for guys from a different country, they were black, they were no doubt they were black, but they weren't black American men, but I feel really choose that black women should be protected, and but also part of that protected is understanding that you need men, then they'll be needing each other, right? Part of the protection, we need each other, and part of that is, we got a lot of both, both the part of men out here in the world, and a lot of, a lot of black women think they're encouraging me, but they're still my nerves because those are protection there's a B, what's the problem? How do we get shown?

Because I'm trying to make a point to the fact where they seem like a lot of black women are carried there, and they feel like there's two, and there's plenty, and they're like hanging around me like that, but are they going to be a protective mechanism? No, they're going to be heterosexual black men, and if I don't know, black women have been under the guy, under the guy who likes to protest, they don't have a template of a heterosexual black man, they're enemies, but when I'm trying to say that when I'm trying to say that this is a disability, that is a disability, that when I say enemies, we are at war, and we need incoming, that's why I have to say black women have to get all my check as well, even though I mean, I came off as a slight wank, but I think that's a bad answer, because I feel a lot of women go and say, can you see? So, yeah, again, we've been only for about an hour for that great indie show, because I got a name for my band, because you know, because people are having a lot of time, thank you for being on here, you know, we had to get the thing clear and straight from, um, seeing the audience, you think of the variants as you do, so. That's not my future podcast, the gray area, don't know why I do that shit.

You know, if we're gonna, we're just gonna come out, we're just gonna come out, we're just gonna take a look at that. I have no idea, let's, um, to be continued, to be continued, but you guys look out, is it like to be announced to the TVA? To be continued to be announced, probably above, but you guys don't look out for the beautiful podcast, the gray area, I think, I think it's more of a name. Well, we don't know, we don't know, we don't know, we don't know, we don't know, we don't know what it's about your social media, it's not about your social media, it's about social media.

No way, you can't find me nowhere else. No way, no way. Sorry, no way, we don't know. We don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't come back with it.

Okay. Once again, um, you guys are having all the social media for almost two months now, so um, but I won't be back until, you know, probably like the middle of March or late April, or something like that, depending on how it's gonna go in the Senate. Nice to meet you, take a break, take a break. It's needed sometimes, you definitely need it.

Let's go, let's go. No more thanks for joining me tonight, we just go through the power, because I have a great night. Bye guys.