The Hardest Episode I've Ever Had to Record...My Husband Relapsed, Everything is a Mess PLUS The Twelve Steps Broken Down

Hey guys...this one is just direct from me, Jeannine, no editing even, just an impromptu solocast. You guys have heard me speak for years about my husband Scuyler, who I love very much - well Scuyler has been struggling in his recovery for the past year and everything is really scary and up in the air. I've not wanted to talk about it for a variety of reasons - which I get into in this episode - but mostly because I just kept hoping everything would go back to normal and this would just a little blip of adversity in the course of our marriage. But...that's not happening. It's been a year and things have continued to escalate and get worse and I need to face the reality of the situation and move into action to take care of myself and Tank. So, while I am hopeful that Scuyler turns things around, I am mentally preparing and processing for the worst and just want to share with you guys what that looks like right now. Thank you guys for listening as always - love you.