the jailbait & shop rat era: the chaos i thought was love

Send us Fan Mailin this episode, i talk about two relationships from my younger years that taught me what love wasn’t. from chasing the “bad boy” fantasy with court dates, jail visits, lies, and abandonment… to ending up in another relationship filled with control, criticism, and emotional emptiness. i open up about losing myself in toxic relationships, confusing attention for love, and staying with people who were never right for me because i was scared to be alone. this episode is raw, honest, and about realizing that sometimes you’re not in love… you’re just trying to heal a wound through other people. for anyone who’s ever looked back and realized you were surviving more than loving.