The Lie I Believed About Healing That Almost Killed Me (And Where It Really Came From)

What this episode covers

Here's something that's gonna mess with your head... I would tell other women with breast cancer: "You're strong! You can beat this! Don't give up!" But when it came to MY own healing? I secretly believed I was doomed. I had zero faith in my body's ability to recover. Zero belief that I deserved to get better. Zero hope that I could be one of the success stories. And the crazy part? I had NO idea where these toxic beliefs came from. Until I started digging. What I discovered shocked me. These weren't just random negative thoughts. They were deeply embedded programs that had been running in my subconscious for DECADES. Messages I'd absorbed as a child. Stories I'd been told about what happens to people like me. Beliefs about worthiness, strength, and who gets to heal that were planted so early I thought they were just "reality." But here's the kicker - while I was encouraging everyone else to fight, I was secretly sabotaging my own healing with beliefs I didn't even know I had. In this episode, I'm exposing the false beliefs about healing that almost destroyed me. Where they really come from (and it's not where you think). And the exact process I used to reprogram my mind from "I can't heal" to "I'm already healing." Because here's what I learned: Your beliefs about healing are more powerful than any treatment you'll ever receive. And if you don't examine them, they'll examine you. Time to dig up the lies and plant some truth.

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