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Apr 12, 2026 34 min

the long way home.

from Closed for Maintenance

Some paths don't look like progress...until you're far enough along to see what they were building. In this episode, I'm sharing my full origin story for the first time in full context. From dropping out of college and figuring out my next move from my mom's couch, to my dad handing me a one-way train ticket to New York City to chase a dream I couldn't fully name yet. I built a life there... a brand, an identity, a version of success that made sense on the outside. But something was shifting on the inside. Then I lost my job. No warning, no explanation. And the very next morning, I walked into a bookstore and found the only autographed copy of a book on prayer, and that moment changed everything. This episode is about what happened after. The surrender. The rebuilding. The full circle moment of being back at my mom's house...but this time with clarity, peace, and purpose instead of confusion. What once felt like being stuck now feels like covering, support, and alignment for me and my son Tyler. Nothing was wasted. The detours, the delays, the seasons that felt like setbacks — they were all part of it. And if you're in the middle of something that doesn't make sense yet, this one's for you. You're not behind. You just might be in the middle of your own long way home. And eventually you'll realize...you were never lost. You were being led. You can also watch the full episode on Youtube. Join Among Us! Grab the In You Journal Leave a review on Facebook! Support the CFM Podcast here! Follow Natasha on Instagram! Join Natasha's Group Chat here! Follow CFM on Instagram! CFM is produced by Tot Spot Network.

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