The Lyrics From Billys Forest Chapter 205

What does the human look like in space? A speck of dust? Maybe a seed? We as a living creation have endlessly spent trillions of dollars to get somewhere much bigger than what we are. Even in our personal lives. We dreamed to become. We stayed loyal and determined to develop. We kept ourselves in the race until. If you only knew the number of times people of success have told me that joy didn't begin for them until they let go of who they thought they were becoming. On this podcast episode we step through an area of thought that’s always served as an energy source for ability to occur. Reaching out there. Which is extremely difficult for many because the majority of those present find more comfort with the idea of reaching not out there but rather within. That universe is just as vast. But is your history open for exploration? Have you designed and built a device like the Hubble telescope? To look into those areas long forgotten. Only to realize in all things we choose to do today is usually linked up with a memory. Those good times! Which I must admit also came with bad times. Because of Covid-19 and the protests a lot of us are spending a lot of time inside that space. Trying to reflect but instead we get caught up in something labeled Remember When. In your head and heart we don’t realize how big we really are on the inside and yet when we sift through our memories everything comes across incredibly small. Until you hit that clinker. That event and experience that actually served as a point in life that put a dent in who and what you wanted to become. This isn't a negative but a truth. We don’t get to become who we want because everything we are was put into play and place by other people’s decisions. Until you decide that you truly want joy then it can’t begin until you let go of who you thought you were becoming. Stop looting your soul. What you bring forward will never be the same experience. Taking the time during these moments of departure from who we were five months ago to truly listen to your inner ambitions and mirage like visions. Hear your hearts calling not your bank account. You still have dreams and reasons to want to achieve. Teach your new self to stop chasing. You’ll never catch up to another person’s next decision. I’d love to be a fly on the wall when the world gets back to work. I want to fall witness to the moments when old behaviors are replaced by these words, “No not again.” Be proud of your new self. Be in control of it. Your decisions count.