The Madness Parade

I cast a net and fret that I will not be eating I’m not blessed with sense Everyone finds so easy Well I try to press ahead The water's freezing Been a better person Since I stopped believing Thank god I wish this fear was less frightening My best years weren’t behind me Wish my tears were inspiring Wish these feelings were silenced I wish this man was an island I’m trapped in an asylum This disease has gone viral Fire a mayday flare, cause I just don't know what tomorrow will hold But who knows some days I just can't seem to care I'm going to row 'til I've worn down the oars I don't want a place in the madness parade I don't expect to get the answers That I plead for In the end I'm sandwiched Between bad and evil Can't express the dissidence Inside myself I made a mess of everything To find the centre I did I hear a screaming inside me Like the screech of a siren My the demons are biting Can't mask feelings with violence My inner beast’s something phallic Don’t tell me not to panic Won a seat on Titanic Iceberg dead ahead!