The mind in protest: listener comment

It’s not really a question, more of a comment really. I was just listening to your podcast, which I love btw, and saw how hard I have been trying to ‘get’ what you’re sharing, so that I can see who I really am and therefore be free, happy, content etc etc. I got that there is no me, so I was trying to secure my identity on Source energy or whatever you want to call it, but of course that concept of ‘Source’ that I had created was just another concept. My mind is scraping around, confused, desperately trying to find something, anything to secure itself on yet it can’t find anything that resonates and feels true. I think it’s going to be an uncomfortable couple of days as it readjusts. All my efforts over the last few years have, unknowingly, been on this, law of attraction etc etc, just to finally get who I am so I can have a different experience, isn’t that the promise that sold?! Now it just feels a bit like all that was wasted and I’m in free fall. My mind is saying “What the hell do I do with my life now? How am I ever going to survive/cope?” That allSounds rather negative, it’s not really, it’s just another layer falling away, to reveal what I have no idea! I didn’t mean it to sound quite so negative, I am grateful to you and I am just a sharing an explanation of my experience of your podcast. Thank you for all you do, it’s brilliant!