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EPISODE · Oct 29, 2025 · 42 MIN

The Night I Said Yes to Everything, New Territory, The Flash Drive

from Dear Nikky: Hidden Desires · host Nikky Smith

On today's showA partner watches a night spiral beyond what he expected when he agreed to let boundaries be pushed. Though he thought he was ready for anything, witnessing his partner’s bold freedom leaves him wrestling with jealousy, longing, and the reminder that fantasies are real — and reality is harder.A young woman opens up about meeting a charming friend who encourages her to explore a side of intimacy she’s only imagined until now. Amid a strict, watchful environment, they navigate early adult life, pandemic isolation, and her first experience stepping into her own identity.While moving furniture, a man uncovers a hidden drive with videos from his past relationship. As the truth unfolds, he confronts betrayal and shock — but also the unexpected twist of old fantasies resurfacing. It’s a story about denial, discovery, and the complicated way desire can coexist with heartbreak.Perhaps you have an erotic fantasy that’s been burning inside you,or maybe you just want to say hello — whatever it is, I want to hear from you! By submitting a confession or question, you certify the following to be true:You are the sole creator of your submission.You are 18 years of age or older and legally able to write and submit erotic or pornographic material.Stories that include bestiality, incest or incest fantasies, underage role-play, rape sex, rape fantasies, or any other non-consensual content, as well as racial slurs, will not be aired.We reserve the right to change names or other identifiable details.You release all rights to your submission once it has been sent.If you’ve enjoyed tuning in to my show each week — getting an inside look into some very private lives — please take a moment to leave a review wherever you listen.Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Google, or any other platform — your review helps new listeners discover the show, spreads the word, and keeps our conversations going. Thank you for your love and support.Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dear-nikky-hidden-desires--6316414/support.

On today's showA partner watches a night spiral beyond what he expected when he agreed to let boundaries be pushed. Though he thought he was ready for anything, witnessing his partner’s bold freedom leaves him wrestling with jealousy, longing, and the reminder that fantasies are real — and reality is harder.A young woman opens up about meeting a charming friend who encourages her to explore a side of intimacy she’s only imagined until now. Amid a strict, watchful environment, they navigate early adult life, pandemic isolation, and her first experience stepping into her own identity.While moving furniture, a man uncovers a hidden drive with videos from his past relationship. As the truth unfolds, he confronts betrayal and shock — but also the unexpected twist of old fantasies resurfacing. It’s a story about denial, discovery, and the complicated way desire can coexist with heartbreak.Perhaps you have an erotic fantasy that’s been burning inside you,or maybe you just want to say hello — whatever it is, I want to hear from you! By submitting a confession or question, you certify the following to be true:You are the sole creator of your submission.You are 18 years of age or older and legally able to write and submit erotic or pornographic material.Stories that include bestiality, incest or incest fantasies, underage role-play, rape sex, rape fantasies, or any other non-consensual content, as well as racial slurs, will not be aired.We reserve the right to change names or other identifiable details.You release all rights to your submission once it has been sent.If you’ve enjoyed tuning in to my show each week — getting an inside look into some very private lives — please take a moment to leave a review wherever you listen.Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Google, or any other platform — your review helps new listeners discover the show, spreads the word, and keeps our conversations going. Thank you for your love and support.Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dear-nikky-hidden-desires--6316414/support.

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