THE NOT SO CALM BEFORE THE STORM.. #313

So here is how we trained ourselves to unconsciously look for evidence of what we "DON'T" want...  You might say... I've never looked for what I Didn't want in the world... it just came to me.. But we all know that isn't how this works..  On this show and in my life of learning and allowing a conscious evolution .. I always look to go to certain stand out emotional stamps of events that changed me.. or events that I remember being the result of some suffering that I had to overcome to move on or let go.. In a SERIOUS meditation session the other day lol...  I had the urge to ask this question...  Where did those initial events that I've been working to heal... that seemingly came out of NOWHERE.... Where did they manifest from..  And then the answer downloaded like a ton of bricks and I've been blown away by the positive impact it has had on me.. on my meditations and it has worked wonders on the few people I've had the pleasure of sharing it with from the show..  Today we talk about how the subtle events during our "unconscious" or pre self aware / adolescent stages record the little micro suggestions that call into question our value and worth and our place in the world little by little...  All of these things.. or most of them are completely normal inside of regular family or friendship relationships and experiences .. But to the new human trying to figure it all out... They are slowly building momentum energetically unconsciously .. and over time that energy will manifest into the initial events that we look to as our " starting point " of healing .. but in fact the starting point began much much earlier ... before we could even remember ...  But you can heal that and release those events and happenings too... And you don't even need to know specifically what they are.. : )    WE DIVE IN DEEP TODAY and go wayyyyy back.. lol  MUCH LOVE TODAY!!! LIkeattractslike11.com