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EPISODE · Apr 18, 2026 · 1H 37M

The origin of my own self-defeating behavior

from Upcoming Trial of Nathan Chasing Horse April 14, 2025 · host Marina Crane

The podcast covers a wide range of topics including prayer, Indigenous traditions, cultural healing, self-defeating behavior, emotional regulation, systemic betrayal, and survivor experiences. Marina shares personal reflections and insights on these topics, emphasizing the importance of cultural understanding and emotional healing. The conversation delves into topics of compassion, forgiveness, moral injury, baiting, self-defeating behavior, cultural repression, genuine intimacy, support, sexual repression, trauma and abuse, healthy human sexuality, and embracing Indigenous women. Marina shares personal experiences and insights, highlighting the impact of these themes on her life and community.TakeawaysCultural healing and balance are essential for Indigenous communitiesSystemic betrayal and moral injury impact survivors of abuseEmotional regulation and self-defeating behavior are complex and deeply rooted in personal experiences Compassion and understanding are essential in healing from trauma and moral injury.Genuine intimacy is revealed in moments of vulnerability and requires safety, presence, and commitment.Chapters00:00 Podcast and Audience Reflection06:05 Interviewing Survivors of Nathan Chasing Horse11:08 Abuse and Betrayal in Indigenous Communities17:23 Relationship with Nature and Ancestral Knowledge22:46 Human Response and Adaptation28:05 Rewiring Program and Emotional Regulation33:26 Validation and Support in Trauma Recovery49:29 Compassion and Healing54:43 Baiting and Manipulation01:06:18 Genuine Intimacy01:17:18 Support and Commitment01:23:06 Impact of Trauma and Abuse01:31:38 Healthy Human Sexuality

The podcast covers a wide range of topics including prayer, Indigenous traditions, cultural healing, self-defeating behavior, emotional regulation, systemic betrayal, and survivor experiences. Marina shares personal reflections and insights on these topics, emphasizing the importance of cultural understanding and emotional healing. The conversation delves into topics of compassion, forgiveness, moral injury, baiting, self-defeating behavior, cultural repression, genuine intimacy, support, sexual repression, trauma and abuse, healthy human sexuality, and embracing Indigenous women. Marina shares personal experiences and insights, highlighting the impact of these themes on her life and community.TakeawaysCultural healing and balance are essential for Indigenous communitiesSystemic betrayal and moral injury impact survivors of abuseEmotional regulation and self-defeating behavior are complex and deeply rooted in personal experiences Compassion and understanding are essential in healing from trauma and moral injury.Genuine intimacy is revealed in moments of vulnerability and requires safety, presence, and commitment.Chapters00:00 Podcast and Audience Reflection06:05 Interviewing Survivors of Nathan Chasing Horse11:08 Abuse and Betrayal in Indigenous Communities17:23 Relationship with Nature and Ancestral Knowledge22:46 Human Response and Adaptation28:05 Rewiring Program and Emotional Regulation33:26 Validation and Support in Trauma Recovery49:29 Compassion and Healing54:43 Baiting and Manipulation01:06:18 Genuine Intimacy01:17:18 Support and Commitment01:23:06 Impact of Trauma and Abuse01:31:38 Healthy Human Sexuality

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