The Peacock at the Pageant: Becoming the Business of Me

Let me set the scene: small-town fairgrounds, the smell of funnel cake in the air, and me—decked out in a handmade dress, standing on a pageant stage, declaring I wanted to be a peacock. Not because I liked birds, but because I wanted to show the world my beautiful colors.But here’s what you didn’t see: the whispers, the side-eyes, the small-town mean girl energy that told me I was too much before I even knew what “too much” meant. And just when I was ready to shrink, in swooped my brother—my unexpected hype man—who dared me to believe that peacocks don’t dim their feathers for anyone.This episode is about that first wild taste of being in the business of me. A mix of glitter, grit, and good old-fashioned county drama, it’s a story of turning awkward into awesome—and proving that even in a town that didn’t quite get you, you can still strut.Lotus and LunaUse promo code Fitzen at checkout for 20% off (sale items not included)Liforme Yoga MatsUse code FitZen at checkout for a discount!RageCreate | Affirmations|Oracles & moreThere are over 1 million of our affirmation cards floating around the world. Use Code FITZEN 20% ofPersonal Financial PlanningMoney mindsets for conscious living.Disclaimer: This post contains affiliate links. If you make a purchase, I may receive a commission at no extra cost to you.Support the showSign up for the FitZen Newsletter!Get your FREE Guide: FitZen to PrioritizeJoin the FitZen Revolution Waitlist!Instagram: thefitzenprojectWebsite: fitzenyoga.comMusic provided by: Purple Planet Music: https://www.purple-planet.com/homeFollow my Blog on Substack!💖 Love the Show? Help me Keep the Magic Going!If The FitZen Project has ever made you laugh, cry, or feel a little more connected—consider supporting the podcast!Your support helps me:Bring on more incredible guests Share powerful stories of healing, humor, and heartKeep the podcast ad-free and community-focused🎧 Become a supporter today and help me keep the soul in storytelling.Every dollar, share, and kind word means the world. Thank you for being part of the FitZen journey. 💫