the swirl

Oh boy my friends, have I been stuck in my head these past two weeks. I recorded this episode five times and almost ditched this version as well. I'm not sure what my mind is looking to share but I think it's some version that's much more "cohesive" which is difficult when you're swirling around inside your brain. So I'm sharing this episode imperfectly with you. It starts out strong and then kind of gets a little dizzying at the end which sums up pretty well where I've been. I've been stuck in churning thoughts. My brain wants to figure things out and QUICKLY! The desire to come up with some sort of definitive direction and or decision for our family in regards to what our life is going to look like moving forward has been ever present. Do we keep RVing? Do we look to buy a house? Do we buy a houseboat? Just kidding, BUT confession I did spend a lot of time looking at families that do houseboating lol. Relief came to me this morning when I got back to doing the things that direct my thoughts. Which for me apparently is waking up at 4:00am and listening to interviews with people who inspire me. I think we have to actively cultivate those good feeling thoughts in these hard moments and allow the space for the lessons / the truths to find us. We can't receive any information, any wisdom if we're all stressed out in our heads. I think that's true for all of us. Hope you enjoy my swirl and if you relate reach out and share what works for you! I would love to hear what gets you back on track!