EPISODE · Jun 7, 2026 · 1H 1M
The Water Moccasin & the Fire Within: Healing Abandonment, Anger & Trust
from Sacred Souljourners Podcast · host Zan Kavanah & Troy Hawkner
Episode 10: In this deeply personal episode of Sacred Souljourners, Zan and Troy share what happened when life in a travel trailer became an unexpected spiritual retreat.What begins with a calm hawk perched on a playground and a water moccasin appearing at dawn unfolds into a powerful exploration of trust, abandonment wounds, anger, control, and the patterns that quietly shape our lives.Following a transformative coaching session with their spiritual mentor, Troy begins uncovering the roots of lifelong mistrust and abandonment. Meanwhile, Zan comes face-to-face with a deeper question:What has anger been protecting all these years?Together they explore how nature mirrors our healing journey, why awareness can feel more uncomfortable than staying asleep, and what it means to witness our patterns rather than be controlled by them.This episode is part of our Month Two theme:Purification by Fire — Burning Relationships, Roles, and Reactions.If you've ever struggled with trust, fear, emotional triggers, control, or the feeling that life keeps repeating the same lessons, this conversation may resonate deeply.Because perhaps we are not broken.Perhaps we are patterned.And perhaps healing begins when we finally learn to see.🔥 Welcome to the fire.Love,Zan & TroyResources Mentioned🎧 FREE! The Channel Activation Private Podcast (Listen before June 23rd)https://offers.therawandwildhearts.com/af/253839408/1191512✨ Channel: A 9-Week Immersive Online Experience with Lori Reisinghttps://offers.therawandwildhearts.com/af/253839408/1192490💫 Tapping Into Abundance with Lori Reisinghttps://offers.therawandwildhearts.com/af/253839408/1192484🙏 Our Spiritual Coach: Lori ReisingMany of the breakthroughs discussed in this episode were inspired by our work with Lori. Her guidance around awareness, root wounds, identity deconstruction, nervous system healing, and spiritual embodiment has been instrumental in our journey.*We don't recommend anything we haven't personally experienced ourselves.Some links above are affiliate links. If you choose to enroll through them, we may receive a commission at no additional cost to you. Your support helps us continue sharing our Sacred Souljourners journey.Souljourner Library📖 Medicine Heart Oracle: Shamanic Wisdom of the Divine Femininehttps://a.co/d/07dgW4jQ📖 Ask and It Is Given: Learning to Manifest Your Desireshttps://a.co/d/08vVOkur📖 The Untethered Soul — Michael Singer📖 Becoming Supernatural — Joe Dispenza🌎 Follow the Journeyhttps://sacredsouljourners.lifeSocials:https://beacons.ai/sacredsouljourners
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