The Wrong Way !?

I am going to be human in this episode. No one believes in what I am doing. No support from outside sources. I am homeless because people gaslight me and say “I wanted this” - to be for God and nothing else? Sure , I am guilty as charged. It’s not Gods way, the people are showing God what is more important. Clearly not a man child asking alot of questions and being “disobedient “ to the collective (society) . I’m really tired of being treated like a doormat just because I say I am Lucifer. It’s a dahm shame the disparity between fakes and righteous individuals. All I can say is I am too grateful for this was created for me. No wonder there’s only ONE GOD, no one believes in love for others deeply from the deep abyss and mean it. I have been told to kill myself, going down the wrong path, and exiled all because “it’s just my dream” to bring about world peace. No one else wants nor cares of world peace for us all to get along, why ? Because these humans love their privacy too. They love to keep secrets.