there's beauty, there's sh!t, c'est la monde

Introducing a series of 21 days of free-talking, sometimes with a plan, discovering the first five minutes of a conversation will show you where it's heading towards. Bonnie talks about what to do with a shitty week in this episode, how to get out of bed if you can only think about death, the 80s weren't better or worse than the modern day and constantly rating and tracking everything in your day-to-day is not gonna fix your seasonal depression, expressing your feelings freely and how anger and violence always ends in sadness.PS: There are some nice ASMR rain sounds audible throughout the episode.Imagine you're going to a stand-up and instead of a comedian, you'll get a cowgirl yapping into a corded microphone about everything life entails and the nothing of it all.Cowgirl @ Core is a Substack publication, Bonnie Orbison's online diary, where she shares her writings, poetry, fictional stories, on dating rockstars, living in Paris, and dealing with grief. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit howdybonnie.substack.com/subscribe