this end is killing me (2021 version)

(written 2010, this version recorded 2021) I saw you walk in today With nothing on your face Looked like any other Monday You didn’t even look at me Funny how time just keeps going Even if you want to stop Keep holding on Funny how it all just goes away But you just kept going Eating up the lies you were given And I will apologize to my grave You say you’re old and bitter You say you’ve got nothing for company And I know you hate the sound of my voice so for now I won’t say anything I got a pocket of evils I keep them around until I need them I’ve shed everything and you’re still here I’ve got a bucket of change But nothing to change into You promised me everything would be Alright in the end This end is killing me This end is killing me So here’s my two cents This is my sad attempt at a song You haven’t heard these words yet But I know you sing along