This Life's A Pill

Used to feel so alive And so grateful to have survived Now I wake up each morning On the edge of a knife I don't want to feel this way And I hate that I can't change But the drugs don't work I guess This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay I hate to admit it But it don't take me long to finish And I'm starting to wish that I would go to hell with my demons So much better than being Stuck here where I can't see them But I can still feel them This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay This life's a pill that I swallow So I can feel okay I used to feel so alive And so grateful to have survived Now I wake up each morning On the edge of a knife Track from the album "Smoke And Mirrors"