This Winter by Alice Oseman

https://thebookvoice.com/podcasts/2/audible/239351 to listen full audiobooks. Title: This Winter Series: Solitaire Series, Book 0.5 Author: Alice Oseman Narrator: Huw Parmenter, Holly Gibbs, Sarah Ovens Format: mp3 Length: 1 hr and 2 mins Release date: 10-15-20 Ratings: 5 out of 5 stars, 509 ratings Genres: Loners & Outcasts Publisher's Summary: The festive season isn't always happy for Tori Spring and her brother, Charlie. And this year's going to be harder than most. I used to think that difficult was better than boring, but I know better now.... I’m not going to think about the past few months, about Charlie and me and all of the sad. I’m going to block it all out just for today. 'Happy Christmas,' I say.