Toxic - Late night thoughts

One of those thoughts that hit you from nowhere and puts things a little more in perspective. Toxic I looked in the mirror the other day and I saw a man He looked a lot like me, And I swear he was fine, Gaddamn! But he spoke and acted different His words were hurtful He looked down on people, was insensitive and cunning too. That couldn’t be me I said. I am nice and thoughtful Or is that just an image in my head I know I shouldn’t have said those words to that waiter the other day. I know I should have held the elevator for that genitor at work today Should I have not insulted that random lady’s picture on Facebook Do you mean I shouldn’t have laughed at those disabled kids trying to do the legwork? But they had it coming didn’t they Why should I have to not be myself because they’d feel some type of way? I mean, it was funny wasn’t it? I have my freedom of speech don’t I? Am I now responsible for how they feel about what I say? (Question) No you’re not. But if it was you, on the receiving end? I looked in the mirror today and I saw a man He looked a lot like me, And I swear he was fine, Gaddamn! But he spoke and acted different His words were hurtful He looked down on people, was insensitive and conning too. That couldn’t be me I said. I am nice and thoughtful Or is that just an image in my head But it was me, I always saw what I wanted to see instead I had just seen a side of me that wasn’t so sleek. Look in the mirror today Look deep, You may see it too. You too might be toxic Music track used in this is from https://www.fesliyanstudios.com