TWILIGHTS

21 02 2021 "HALLO, LIEBER KLEINER, SÜSSER,MEGATOLLER; WUNDER- KNOPFFFFF! DANGESCHÖÖÖÖN!!"// " HELLO, LOVELY, TINY,SWEET,MEGAKICKASS,WONDER-BUTTONNNN! THANK YOUUUUUU!!" ==> gratefulness- inventors, happenings, eventualities..= reliefs, deaths..what all is possible with an little button,hheeee youuu!! // * you- dont hesitate -this said my love to me, when i was asking for help <3 this i must internalize in somethings yet/ //* du, zögere nicht! das muss ich in manchem noch verinnerlichen/// -dies hat mir meine liebe gesagt, als ich nach hilfe fragte <3// * sen, cekinme! -bunu bana sevgilim söyledi, yardim ihtiyacim olduyu zaman <3 bunu bazi seylerde daha cok benimsemem gerekiyor * was bewunderst du an dir?//* what do you admire on yourself?//* kendinde neylere hayran kaliyorsun sen? * date yourself <3 //* kendinlen bulus / *recently i´ve noticed the budgie in me- i saw myself speaking some sentences so loudly and energetic loaded, "kind of being angry"- also i do repeat them two times or so-like also an authist does- i wanted to know, what "they" want to tell me-may it be emotions from the past, which lay inside still? dont know, why we must find or stigmatize somethings or give it a name-hm its just being?!anyway they are pieces of my personality- i just love them! iam happy, being also a canary! on instagram recently i´ve met and follow a lovely doc of parrots <3 he wrotes also this:* budgie: try, to explain their problems with noise and tone. generally they learn a lot of languages..papaganveteriner- öz vet line kanatlii veteriner izmir klinigi, turkey* for me it is interesting knowing myself with all the "me´s" inside- also it let sense, and shows me, to feel or put myself in other peoples- behaviour´s or state of beings (f.e. authists)- meet in, with love and respect, be more insightfully with them. sense just the unity. sameness. i believe everyone has got parts living in.<3 iam very glad how i was equiped how my parts are portioned and im allowed to express me. * sagen wir das so 2x/ say we this so 2x * was bringt mich eher weiter? // * what does help on me rather? *"STOP!! identifizieren! identifizieren sie sich!" NEIN!!! des-identifizieren sie sich!" JETZT!!!"OK!!! // *" STOP! IDENTIFY! IDENTIFY YOURSELF!" NOOO!! -DIS-IDENTIFY YOURSELF! NOW!!!" OK!!! * big challenge: when something really does not feel harmonious? when our body-sense says us definitely:" NO! NOT! NEVER!" and when we´re just leaving the comfortzone? what is my being, what is my ego? its said, also my experience is this, the ego loves it to make out of all everything a problem - IT thinks- and thinks....- though, do i know, if its corresponds with the truth? my being, makes me calm and free, i sense security- connectivity, with all that is. or i say also my trinity to it <3 my bodymewisdome/my i am spirit/ my soul- keeps alive automatically my wonderluxurybody it feels wide on in me- a steppe- also a thought- winded by just from the nothing- it is bit scary sometimes,acting blind, but also exciting,cause i dont know, how it may end up- and how nice it feels, if you´ve just done something different as usual?! a little more of freedom, find yourself acrossed own limits gave a little more piece of your true nature- ya- isnt this adventure, hey?! <3 whereby thoughts based dated from the ego are often very oppressive- it stresses- "A MINISTRY OF FEAR"- my stomach moves in together- my stomach simply dont liiiike iiiiiit! old thinking models avoid - the to want avoidingthings- a damaged clock is important twice a day- pass over *be calm. there are many ways to calm a negative energy without suppressing or fighting it. you recognize it, you smile to it,and you invite something nicer to come up and replace it; you read some inspiring words, you listen to a piece of beautiful music, you go somewhere in nature, or you do some walking meditation. thich nath han <3 *tomorrow, the creator gives us a new day/night- maybe make it right * here a SUPERMARIOSTAR!