Utopia

for this exact moment of existence i disassociate myself from humanity this time right now i am unable to fathom the hoops human beings jump through to cause madness in anothers life the Earth is dying people are starving beaten, battered then murdered human rights are non existent Utopia is not so bad, not really complete absence of natural sunlight genetically harvested food domed cities and Big Brother reincarnated as a new prophet (the polar bear is not so damned) i disassociate myself from humans although i am just that i am unable to identify with this new breed of hatred i simply wish to finish my own existence in an absinthe fog or pill induced slumber maybe a fall down a rabbit hole is not so insane and insanity is not as crazy as perceived maybe Alice was a lesson maybe I need a new pill to cause me to speak differently for it seems my voice no longer reaches anyone speaking any "known" language maybe the polar bear might understand me as we roam together both barefoot clad in fur thirsting for a new land pads of feet drying beneath a poisoned sun maybe he has secrets to tell me and i shall ride bareback seeking solace in wilderness upon such majestic beast where there is no speech only silence Words & Photography © Susan Marie