Waking The Monster

Here I am The task was far from easy Yet here I stand So take me as I am I've travelled far A trampled path beneath me I'd give a damn But I am on my last Night and day Til the cut up ends are frayed Light my rage With a burning trebuchet Strike the cage When the storm comes Hide in the shade I don't care! Don't wanna Don't wanna break! The monster's wakened And it is breaking all its chains Must go tell Satan That I have taken many names Crying now when the cow is milked Won't squeeze it back inside I'm not proud of a lot of things To which my feelings are inclined Fuck life Here I am No manmade cell can keep me No key can bind This fucked up state of mind Through tears and angst I tried to find some meaning But here's the catch There just is none to find Life goes on And my inner voice grows stale Time don't stop While I sit and sob and wail Prime the walls And I'll crawl out Gasping for air I don't care! Don't wanna Don't wanna break! The monster's wakened And it is breaking all its chains Must go tell Satan That I have taken many names Crying now when the cow is milked Won't squeeze it back inside I'm not proud of a lot of things And my demons come in lines Paid the fine ha-ha!