Walls (beat by. gloom)

more bad ass beats like this, you have to check out @gloooom Thank you! Why weren't you there, for me Why don't you care , for me Pain that be caused, from seeing Others get close , we retreating All this time that we had All this time that we lost Wish we could turn it around Merry go round with our love We should be professionals at treating Each other nicely, i bet it Instead of being aggressive Cause we can't handle the stresses Of the life that we choose, yea The life that we worked for Or are you not that proud of Cause you know you can work more I'll never understand Stay pretending I can Lacking instructions For the direction is to being a man It's not that hard, yet nothing is that simple I'm driving my car, thinking deeply about the little Moments in our life Made you girlfriend then a wife Getting tired of the strife When the start-line still in sight Going backwards think your right All these words all when we fight All the tears lost through the night Saying all these words despite That we are our own flame With the power to ignite Love can be our headlights This life has lots of darkness No reason we are heartless We have to be the stars In this world, when its starless. Feeling more like art is The way to make it through this dark shit I'm not sure but i'm hardly Living a damn bit and i'm sick of it Taking my life just to get rid of it Now all you doing sitting is thinking bout all of it Why weren't you there, for me Why don't you care , for me Pain that be caused, from seeing Others get close , we retreating All this time that we had All this time that we lost Wish we could turn it around Merry go round with our love It's just that in my feelings Pulling them in i've been reeling Like i'm fishing, for something While my heartbeat stay drumming It's hard to feel when you numbing My ability, to understand Complicated as it seems None of this is is a dream Waking up to painful notice Instant feeling of erosion On our hearts, wishing it's not true I'm open to assisting with the coping, with the pain too No doubting, i'd be sharing fountains Dealing with my own devils, them mountains They tall and just as high but with you They seem to be nothing So much bullshit always that we roughing Makes it really fucking tough in This environment we create For our kids to grow up in I know we can do this There's no reason to quit now I basically just wrote the directions Yeah I knew how It was just hard to express it From the patterns we created it Designed these walls that I hated So I broke-em down I'm emotionally drawn out I hope we can diminish this shit Before we fall out