Watch As I Deteriorate (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers 2 When I’m all alone you’re nowhere to be found I was dying slow you always put me down Will you watch as I deteriorate Take it all don’t you appreciate it Would you kill me if I asked you too I don’t wanna live im telling you We could walk under the trees and get secluded I could show you things in different light they seem elusive I don’t wanna think about the way you feel I should walk away in my attempt to heal me Now that we’re alone I think it’s time I ask Will you take this dagger press it in my chest Will you watch as I deteriorate Take it all don’t you appreciate it Would you kill me if I asked you too I don’t wanna live im telling you You can leave me by the river while my flesh decays I’ll bleed out over the flowers and you’ll be ok I just wanna feel like it meant something for you I don’t think I’m real so there’s nothing left to do Bury me with no regrets Only way that I’ll feel blessed I must be deceased In order to find some peace Will you watch as I deteriorate Take it all don’t you appreciate it Would you kill me if I asked you too I don’t wanna live im telling you Will you watch as I deteriorate Take it all don’t you appreciate it Would you kill me if I asked you too I don’t wanna live im telling you