What God Showed Me When I was Drowning in Depression

In today’s episode of Rebuilding Ruins, I’m sharing one of the most raw and prophetic seasons of my life — a time when I was pregnant with purpose but drowning in depression. It wasn’t about circumstances… it was about the battle for what I was carrying.From sleepless nights, chronic illness in my children, and terrifying dreams… to divine confirmations, spontaneous laughter, and a name whispered from heaven — this is my story of clinging to Jubilee when all I felt was finality.🎯 If you’ve ever asked, “Where is God in this pain?” this video is for you.🔔 Please like, comment, and subscribe if this story resonates with your spirit — and don’t forget to share it with someone who’s holding on for their breakthrough.💬 Share in the comments: What’s a word God gave you in a dark season? Your testimony could be someone else’s hope.TakeawaysThis isn't just a story. It was my journey.I was drowning. It wasn't circumstantial depression.Any task feels monumental.Help. My God help me.You are fearfully and wonderfully made.I felt like I was witnessing the death of my hope.Jubilee is real. It's not a feeling. It's a declaration.Favor doesn't always feel favorable.We're rebuilding together, one story at a time.Hold on, your Jubilee is coming.Chapters00:00 Welcome to Rebuilding Ruins01:26 A Personal Journey Through Struggles04:01 The Weight of Depression and Isolation07:43 Finding Hope in the Darkness11:18 The Battle Between Jubilee and Finality14:40 Experiencing Open Heavens15:16 The Birth of Leonidas and Joy's Return25:44 The Meaning of Favor and Destiny