what have I done

I don’t even recognize myself What have I done what have I done Always telling all these lies to myself What have I done what have I done I haven’t run away but there’s this distance Bittersweet persistence I’m confused but I listen I can’t confide in myself What have I done what have I done The beauty of your eyes I behold in my mind What have you done what have you done Imprisoned there’s a barricade it serenades my mind What have you done what have you done I just can’t reach out and touch you I just can’t reach out and touch you Biting my hand before it reaches you Biting my hand I’m biting my I rummage through my memories like walls punched Light comes in effortlessly like lines punched But there is no laughter in the slaughter of grace What have I done what have I done Consequences in the trenches and we call it fate I don't even recognize myself What have I done what have I done Always telling all these lies to myself Always telling all these lies to myself What have I done I haven't run away I haven’t run away but there’s this distance Bittersweet persistence I’m confused but I listen I can’t confide in myself I can't confide in myself I rummage through my memories like walls punched Light comes in effortlessly like lines punched But there is no laughter in the slaughter of grace Consequences in the trenches and we call it fate What have I done? What have you done? What have I done? What have you done? What have I done? (written 2025)