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EPISODE · Apr 6, 2026 · 1H 13M

What He Endured as a Kid Didn’t Stop Him From 20 Years in the Army

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He joined the Army to escape his past…But it followed him anyway.This is this episode of Urban Valor, we talk about childhood trauma, abuse, anger, and transformation through the military. Ernie Mariscal shares what happened to him at just 5 years old… and how that moment shaped everything... from becoming a violent kid, to running the streets, to eventually joining the United States Army in 1991 searching for a way out.For a while, the military gave him exactly that:structure, discipline, purpose.But the truth is…you don’t escape trauma — you carry it with you.Into basic training.Into deployments.Into war.We talk about:- Growing up with childhood abuse and unresolved trauma- How anger turned into violence, drugs, and survival mode- The reality of joining the Army to change your life- Experiences during deployment and Iraq war stories- What it feels like coming home with a completely different mindsetThis is about what happens before the uniform… and after it comes off.👍 Like this video to support and show appreciation.🗣️ Comment your support or ask any questions. Sometimes, our interviewees respond, and we at Urban Valor will do our best to respond as well!✅ SUBSCRIBE to support Urban Valor and the courageous Veterans who tell their stories AND so you NEVER miss a weekly episode of our veteran stories. New stories every Sunday!Your engagement greatly supports our mission to share authentic and impactful veteran stories.Chapters: 0:00 Gun to His Face0:47 Hitting Rock Bottom1:13 Meet Ernie (Army Veteran)2:00 Childhood Trauma7:49 Kicked Out at 169:56 Gunpoint Incident11:44 Decision to Join the Army16:49 Chaos of Basic Training23:31 Becoming a Soldier34:25 First Deployment (Iraq)36:37 War Reality Hits38:42 Coming Home Changed39:27 Drinking & Numbness45:22 Soldier Goes Missing52:24 Leadership & Loyalty57:25 Preparing to Retire59:50 Life After the Army#military #warstories #urbanvalor #army  #warstories

He joined the Army to escape his past… But it followed him anyway. This is this episode of Urban Valor, we talk about childhood trauma, abuse, anger, and transformation through the military. Ernie Mariscal shares what happened to him at just 5 years old… and how that moment shaped everything... from becoming a violent kid, to running the streets, to eventually joining the United States Army in 1991 searching for a way out. For a while, the military gave him exactly that: structure, d...

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