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EPISODE · Dec 5, 2025 · 1H 12M

What I found in 3 Days of Total Darkness - A story of Death & Rebirth

from Journey Back to the Heart · host Andrei Topli

During the dark moon in Scorpio phase, I've spend 3 days in a cabin in total darkness in Les Waterfalls, north of Bali. What I found in there and the 6 days of integration in nature afterwards completely changed my life.In this episode that I have recorded as a video (see the video on youtube here), I go over the whole story - the descend into the underworld and the ascend back into the light, the lessons that I learned and also the medicine that I want to share moving forward.This is the most vulnerable and intimate episode I've recorded so far, there was no script, just dropping in and allowing what came through me to be fully expressed.These 10 days I spend in Les have been the most impactful rite of passage I've been through, an experience that stripped away the masks and revealed to me who I truly am, and how to find my deeper purpose in life. I invite you to listen to the story and contemplate this in your own life.Timestamps00:00 - Prologue04:30 - Part I - The Descend into the Underworld05:00 - The space and the preparation to go into the dark09:54 - The Darkness - All narratives came to an end14:41 - 1st day in the dark - me and my mind20:08 - 2nd day in the dark - emotional journeys and visions24:42 - Embracing the moment without trying to change it33:15 - Vision of the moment of my death35:10 - 3rd day in the dark - the most intense experience of my life45:14 - Purpose of Life49: 25 - Part II - The Ascend into the Light53:27 - The gift of Delight56:56 - The medicine of Silence58:16 - Having original thoughts1:00:00 - Surrendering to God's infinite abundance1:02:33 - The medicine of uncertainty1:05:00 - The art of letting go1:07:20 - Rebirth Phase - Brand New World1:08:41 - Transformational work with clients - InvitationThe only thing you find in the dark is yourself.If my story inspired you, awakened something in you, made you pause for a second to contemplate and ask yourself questions, or stirred any curiosity, reach out - I’d love to connect and to stoke the fires together.You can schedule a free discovery call here (https://tidycal.com/andreitopli/discovery-call) or send me a messge or email ([email protected]) for any inquiries about working together.You can also read the journaling entries I posted on Substack where I share few more details that came afterwards..IG: https://www.instagram.com/andreitopli/Substack: https://andreitopli.substack.comWebsite: andreitopli.comCreative Rebels community: https://www.skool.com/the-5th-house-2983

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