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Oct 17, 2026 20 min

What I Had in My Hands

from The Radiant Soul Hosted by with Br. Jay

When his aunt faced surgery, Jay lit a green beeswax candle, rolled in herbs, wrote her name on a bay leaf, and prayed—then texted Christian friends to start a prayer chain. He never asked which one “worked.” In this episode he explores what happens when prayer stops being only words, why thirty-three years of moving between contemplative practice and earthy ritual wasn’t inconsistency, and how a living relationship with the Sacred can survive without a single system to prove it. For anyone who still wants prayer, stillness, and a sense of the holy without the old jargon or the pressure to choose one lane.

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