What If This Is It?

Nobody tells you this part about being a parent.That every boundary you set comes with a quiet, gnawing guilt.Needing space. Wanting quiet. Asking not to be touched for five minutes.And immediately wondering if you’ll regret it forever.Hi, I'm Lauren Howard. You can call me L2. Like other people do.And in this episode of Different, Not Broken, I talk about the constant tug-of-war between your needs as a human and your guilt as a parent.Because even when your kids are healthy, safe, loved, and thriving, it can still feel like you’re failing someone all the time.Usually yourself. Sometimes them.Often both.I get into overstimulation, sensory overload, and why tiny, almost invisible things can feel completely unbearable when your fuse is already short.And I talk about that thought parents torture themselves with over and over again.What if this is the last time?This is a conversation for parents who love their kids deeply and still sometimes need room to breathe.Useful stuffStuff that helps you become awesome even if you’re different: https://stan.store/elletwoMy grown up job: https://lbeehealth.com/Timestamped summary00:00 The chaos nobody prepares you for01:00 When your fuse feels dangerously short03:03 Overstimulation and sensory overload06:20 The tiny thing that breaks you10:45 “What if this is the last time?”14:50 The moment I knew I’d done something right27:30 Recording while being a parentMentioned in this episode:Wanna sponsor this podcasthttp://differentnotbrokenpodcast.com/sponsorsSponsor Different Not Broken