What is more better than love?? Still struggling over wife's passing almost 6 years next month

So two ladies that I either had or have a crush with says they rather be happy with something else other than a man or romance . Rehana I used to had a crush on is happier with a drug then her boyfriend making someone like me look and feel bad then turn around the people champion I also have a crush on her is more happy at a beach and a wrestling show but what about love?? And what is up with Facebook dating? Oh boy in a few weeks time I'm faced with August 28 again the Day that hate me! Took away a sweet person I heald dear to my heart my wife will be 6 long years Dr Renee hurt me really hard when she told me my darling wife passed away earlier that morning! It's a constant struggle dealing with the trauma and pain I'm still suffering.Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.