What Psilocybin Can Teach Us About Death, Connection, and Letting Go

What this episode covers

In this episode, Jennifer Muldowney sits down with Lauren Carroll to explore the growing world of psilocybin and its role in healing, grief work, and end-of-life care. Lauren shares how an unexpected health diagnosis led her to try psilocybin for the first time and how that experience became a turning point in both her personal life and professional path. Lauren opens up about the emotional journey she experienced, the fears she carried about her children and mortality, and how psilocybin helped her process grief in a completely new way.  This conversation goes beyond mushrooms and psychedelics. It explores trauma, personal transformation, spirituality, ancestral connection, and the ways people search for meaning when faced with loss, fear, and uncertainty.  Key Topics: -Psilocybin and its role in grief and healing -How a health diagnosis changed Lauren's life -What happens during a guided psilocybin retreat -The connection between trauma, fear, and emotional release -Why mushrooms are gaining attention in end-of-life care Quotes from the episode: "Crying is a form of relief." — Jennifer Muldowney "When you're a healed person, it's a lot harder to have somebody control you." — Lauren Carroll Timestamps: [02:18] The Diagnosis That Changed Everything: Lauren shares how a health scare led her to explore psilocybin for grief, fear, and healing. [03:01] The Journey That Changed Her Life: Lauren describes how her first psilocybin retreat opened a new path in her work and personal life. [04:14] Psilocybin and End of Life Care: Lauren explains how she hopes to support people facing death, grief, and major life transitions. [07:55] What Happens During a Retreat: Lauren walks through the retreat process, including support, care, and integration. [10:47] Can Someone Leave Unchanged?: Lauren shares why even difficult journeys can lead to deep healing. [15:21] Facing the Fear of Leaving Her Children: Lauren opens up about the fears that surfaced during her own journey. [18:49] Why Lauren Dedicated Her Life to This Work: She explains why psilocybin became a major part of her mission. [21:59] Where Psilocybin Is Legal Today: Lauren discusses the current legal landscape and growing interest in this work. [25:21] Why Mushrooms and Death Work Connect: Lauren shares how mushrooms relate to decomposition, ancestors, and transformation. [28:25] The Power of Microdosing: Lauren explains how smaller doses may support daily emotional well-being. Connect with Lauren Carroll at: Websites - lamort.org LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/la-mort/ Connect with Jennifer/The Glam Reaper on socials at: Instagram -   / jennifermuldowney   TikTok -   / therealglamreaper   YouTube -    / @theglamreapermuldowney   LinkedIn -   / jennifermuldowney   Facebook Page -   / muldowneymemorials   Email us - [email protected] Shop Merch - https://the-glam-reaper.printify.me/ Listen to The Glam Reaper Podcast on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... The Glam Reaper® AMAZON Storefront - https://amzn.to/4hObpOh