Whatever (2019 Demo)

a song of release Recorded at Francisco Studios and a bedroom in 2019 lyrics: I don't look good in photos Or really any other time I don't fill out my clothes I often lose track of time I'm uncomfortable in my skin Yeah, I think I'm starting to crack I think about my old life And if I'd ever want it back Old in the soul So I've been told Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry And if I can't find my way to you tonight Whatever (whatever) Whatever I gotta remember to breathe Not to hold on so tight And I've been doing things so wrong for so long That they started to feel right Feeling the pull Infinity is bigger up close No self control So I've been told Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry And if I can't find my way to you tonight Whatever (whatever) Whatever And if I completely lose it all tonight Whatever (whatever) Whatever I remember long days Digging in the dirt under an endless sky The comforting warmth of summer rays And glow in the dark stars at night I feel called by a mighty current As deep and as old as time Is it my destiny to drift forever beneath the surface Will I settle into a place that's mine Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry And if I can't find my way to you tonight Whatever Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry And if I can't find my way to you tonight Whatever (whatever) Whatever And if I completely lose my shit tonight Whatever (whatever) Whatever