When It Finally Hits: The Awareness Stage of Grief

In this honest and vulnerable episode of For the Love of Mr. Jones, I open up about why I didn’t show up on Monday and the deeper emotional space I’ve been navigating. What started as trying to stay strong for my kids has shifted into a stage where the reality of loss is hitting in a new way. I share what it feels like to realize he’s truly gone, not just in memory but in everyday life, while also watching my children process that absence in their own ways. From emotional triggers and mental fog to the kind of crying that finally releases what’s been held in, this episode walks through the Awareness Stage of grief. This isn’t about asking for sympathy, it’s about creating a space where we can be real about what we’re feeling, recognize we’re not alone, and learn how to navigate grief one moment at a time.