When Love Drugged Me: A Prairie Night of Betrayal and Ritual

In this episode the host recounts a painful experience of being drugged by a partner during a weekend in Oklahoma, waking briefly to find him performing a ritual, and only later piecing together the repression and trauma that kept the truth hidden. She explores how attraction, desire, sensuality, occult manipulation, and shadow work intersected in the relationship, and reflects on red flags, personal responsibility, and the ongoing journey to understand and heal.