The Pew & The Couch Premiere Episode : Understanding the Stigma

I would love to hear from you!Some Sundays you’re not walking into a sanctuary, you’re walking into a test of how well you can pretend. You smile, sing, and say “I’m good,” while something inside you is cracking. I call that the heavy pew, and if you’ve ever felt it, you’re not weak, broken, or “bad at faith.” You’re human, and you deserve more than silence. We start by naming what that heaviness really feels like and why performing wellness in church costs you over time. Then we go after the two stories suffering often writes in our minds: that God is showing up for everyone else but you, or that your struggle proves something is spiritually wrong with you. I don’t treat those as harmless thoughts, because the theology underneath your pain can either trap you or help you heal. Scripture has far more room for darkness than many church cultures admit. Elijah hits the lowest point right after a massive spiritual victory, and God’s response is tenderness and practical care. We also talk about the Psalms of lament, the prayers that sound angry, tired, and desperate, and why they’re not spiritual failure but biblical honesty. From there, we name the well-meaning church phrases that can pile shame onto depression and anxiety, and we paint a better picture of community support, wise counseling, and faith and therapy working together. If you’re in crisis or not safe, call or text 988 (US) or text HOME to 741-741. If you’re simply worn down, I’ll give you one doable step for this week: one honest moment with one safe person. Listen now, then subscribe, share with a friend who needs permission to be real, and leave a review so more people can find hope. Support the showFor listeners looking to deepen their engagement with the topics discussed, visit our website or check out our devotionals and poetry on Amazon, with all proceeds supporting The New York School of The Bible at Calvary Baptist Church. Stay connected and enriched on your spiritual path with us!